Hmm,intresting thread,makes it easier for people who havent came out yet,might help reading some real stories. So,here goes my story(kinda big
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I had a lot of problems dealing with the fact I was gay. Had no one to talk with. I was 13years old when I first found out myself. I knew how to deal with most things alone,so I didn't really tell anyone. I was pretending that I liked girls, I used to make out with many of them. I even had fucked one when I was 16 .So,3 years later,i was 19,I was done with school
and I was working for 1year already. I had enough money to do what I wanted to. Plane ticket,passport. I was leaving my country. I would go to U.S.A. I was at the airport,alone,I hadnt told anyone I would leave.My flight was delayed due to bad weather. And then I saw my mother coming towards me.
-Why are you doing this?It would be pretty nice if you had at least told me so.
-I am sorry? You wouldn't care anyway,would you?19 whole years,you didnt care at all about me.
-Is that what you think?I know why you doing that.For the last 3years I have been listening the same thing while you sleeping:
"Fuck me Nick"...I was shocked.Nick was my first crush,a school mate and one of my best friends in high school.
-Well then,I guess you knew everything after all. I said
-I did,and I know how you are feeling about it.But we are just gonna go back home and talk about everything.
Turned out everyone knew about me,but they never wanted to put me in the hard position of talking about it.2years have passed since then. Now,if someone asks me,I will tell the truth immediately.2 weeks ago?I was shopping while I met...Nick...I hadnt seen him for 3years now. And let me tell you about that one.We were talking about 10 minutes,when he asked me if I have any girlfriend at the moment.I was like,nah, I am gay. If we werent surrounded by so many people, I think that he would have absolutely kissed me. He told me he is gay as well,and that he had a crush on me for a really long time. So he called me two days later,and we had some really good sex,but thats it,I couldnt be bothered more with him,after everything I had been through for him.
So,I guess coming out wasnt that hard and painful for me after all.