Hey Guys!
In reference to the most recent posts in regard to gay stereotypes, please allow me to share a story with you. However, let me share with you some background about the guy that I am discussing in my post. (Please bear with me while I tell my story...I apologize for it being so long-winded, but I am telling you all of this information for a reason...just stay with me...lol) After my relationship had ended with my second boyfriend of five years, I decided that I wanted to venture into the single lifestyle for awhile since this was an area that I was never accustomed to since high school.
During this period, I met a guy name Sean through my straight cousin who was a manager of an auto body shop. One summer while visiting my cousin at work one day, my cousin introduced me to Sean who was one of his mechanics. Sean was very hot looking guy. He had the smoothest caramel skin with hazel eyes and a tight muscled body with a killer smile. He came off as a very pleasant guy with a great personality as well. After Sean excused himself after our conversation, my cousin (Wayne) pulled me to the side and questioned me about what I thought of Sean. (my cousin knew I was gay). I told Wayne that I thought Sean was so hot and if he wasn't straight, I would love to hang out with him just to see where it would go.
Late one summer night, I was going out clubbing and when I saw that the auto body shop was still open, I decided to stop by and check on Wayne since I saw his car was still parked on the lot. Once I opened the door, not only was Wayne there but Sean also. Sean greeted me with a huge smile and no shirt and really tight jeans which displayed nothing to the imagination. I can honestly tell you that the sight of him made me semi-erect especially when he grabbed me for a hug.
My cousin looked over at me and I could see this sinister look that appeared over his face. Therefore, I knew he was up to something. Within a matter of minutes, Wayne had mentioned that Sean had purchased a new motorcycle and suggested that he should take me out for a ride. Sean agreed and grabbed my hand where he insisted that I let him take me for a spin on his bike. As I straddled on behind him, I politely gripped my hands on his shoulders. Sean immediately suggested that I lock my arms around his waist and hold on really tight.
As he revved up the motorcycle before we drove off, I looked back at my cousin who was grinning like the devil. Once we started off, my head fell against Sean's naked back. While we drove off down a dark field that led to an isolated park. He placed my hands around his upper chest area and the more we hit the rocky road, my fingers grazed over his hard nipples. What made me realize that he was getting turned on by my touching his nipples was the fact that his ass was smashed up against my crotch which was rock hard by this time. Once he realized I was hard, I became embarrassed and a little afraid because I was not sure what kind of reaction he was going to give me. To my surprise, he started grinding his ass rhythmically up and down on my crotch.
At this point, the speed of the motorcycle slowed down and Sean looked back at me with a sexy smile and wink. He then pulled over to the recreational area of the park and brought the bike to a complete stop. He then preceded to get off the bike and stood in front of me with his hand out to help me off. What I noticed was that he was also sporting an erection as well. Once I got off the bike, Sean took my hand and led it all over his naked torso. He then looked at me and said "I am so hot that I am burning up"!. Sean was rubbing his crotch which displayed his hard cock. He then pushed me gently against the leaning post of the gazebo and whispered in my ear, "You wanna have some fun?"
Initially, my thoughts must have been written all over my face because he immediately assured me that its all good; nothing to worry about. Sean started kissing me while grabbing my crotch and then he stopped for a moment where he preceded to take off his jeans. My heart was racing with excitement and disbelief especially while standing there marveling over his hot body and thick, hard cock with a huge, mushroom head bobbing up and down in mid-air. He then asked me "Are you going to join me or are you running scared?" .
I got quite cocky and seductively stripped off my clothes until I was too bare naked with a springing hard on for his viewing pleasure. There we were in the late night hours of an isolated area of the park on a warm summer night, grinding our naked bodies against each other, stroking and sucking each others' cocks, kissing feverishly and our hands roaming all over each other. We performed frottage on the seat of his motorcycle while I licked and sucked on his hard nipples which made him give out a loud moan. He then turned around for me to see his hot ass which I played with until he leaned back in order for me to grind my dick between his ass cheeks. We went to various frottage positions but my dick grinding between his ass cheeks is what really got him squirming and moaning a lot. (Why do so-called straight guys love for me to do this to them????...lol)
After we both got off, we just laid there in each others' arms for awhile and talked a little. He wanted to see me again but he wanted what ever occurs between us to stay between us only. I did see him for about two months afterwards and the sex had advanced to a whole level that I did not anticipate such as his willingness to venture into anal sex and toys. He took my dick like a pro. (In other words, he was a sexual freak and loved to be adventurous when it came to sex.) I knew then that he had done this before. I became horny for him all the time as he did me. One of the things that I really liked about having sex with him was the fact that not only did he have such a hot body and handsome face, but his ASS was OFF THE HOOK!!!...it should have been insured ....lol..and he would get so hot when I rimmed him with Smucker's preserves..lol...(don't judge me..okay...its fun) that he would grab my head and scream for me to go further...!!!! He was sooo sexy. He would perform these nasty, hot striptease routines for me and he loved to be naked which I LOVED!!!!
However, what I discovered during this period was the fact that he did not recognize himself as being a gay man and he wanted to see me exclusively on the down low. Although he wanted to date women, he did not want me to see other guys. He kept proclaiming to me that he was 100 percent straight and what he did with me sexually was just fun for him. I immediately jumped ship after receiving this information. Sean tried several times to convince me that he cared for me deeply but I had to agree to his terms because he could not risk anyone finding out that he likes to have fun occasionally with guys. Nonetheless, I stopped seeing him and stopped visiting the shop in order to avoid him completely.
Now, years have passed and over the Easter holiday, my sister and her husband invited me to attend Easter service at their church. After being badgered by my sister on a consistent basis, I gave in and attended the service with them. However, all of a sudden to my surprise, guess who was on the committee board of the church??? Mr. Sean. My sister and her husband knew him and his wife and two young children. The look on his face was priceless considering that he was not aware that Connie was my sister. After Connie introduced us, he immediately disappeared from everyone. However, my sister picked up on the fact that he and I already knew each other which she did questioned me about where I knew him from?
I told her that I met him through some old acquaintances at a party years ago. (Okay, I lied..its none of her business...!!!). Unfortunately, my focus was not on the sermon that the minister was preaching. My mind immediately wandered back to those times of him and I engaging into some hot sexual moments. I got so uncomfortable inside but I did put on a cool front so that my sister would not become inquisitive and start to rattle off nosy questions. Several times throughout the service, he would sit off with the church board on the podium and I would catch him glaring at me as if I was naked before him.
After the service, he approached my sister and her husband to say good bye and then he came over to me to give me a hug and then he shook my hand where he placed a note which had his contact information on it with a message that he want to see me. He then left me and went over to his wife and kids where he kissed her and then looked back at me while she hugged him.
Therefore, apparently, he is still living the down low lifestyle. On my way home, I tore up the message and threw it in the trash because I did not throw it away at my sisters' house because she would have found it. You know, this is what I can't wrap my mind around because after awhile, doesn't this kind of misleading life becomes suffocating? How long can someone live a life in such a denial especially when they have other lives at stake? Have there been any "slip-ups" along the way and how do they cover them up?
Again, thanks for allowing me to share my LONG-WINDED STORY
Even though I did make attempts to leave some things out, I try to give enough to keep an interest to those who have taken the time to read it and for that, I am truly appreciative that you did....JW :cheers:
In reference to the most recent posts in regard to gay stereotypes, please allow me to share a story with you. However, let me share with you some background about the guy that I am discussing in my post. (Please bear with me while I tell my story...I apologize for it being so long-winded, but I am telling you all of this information for a reason...just stay with me...lol) After my relationship had ended with my second boyfriend of five years, I decided that I wanted to venture into the single lifestyle for awhile since this was an area that I was never accustomed to since high school.
During this period, I met a guy name Sean through my straight cousin who was a manager of an auto body shop. One summer while visiting my cousin at work one day, my cousin introduced me to Sean who was one of his mechanics. Sean was very hot looking guy. He had the smoothest caramel skin with hazel eyes and a tight muscled body with a killer smile. He came off as a very pleasant guy with a great personality as well. After Sean excused himself after our conversation, my cousin (Wayne) pulled me to the side and questioned me about what I thought of Sean. (my cousin knew I was gay). I told Wayne that I thought Sean was so hot and if he wasn't straight, I would love to hang out with him just to see where it would go.
Late one summer night, I was going out clubbing and when I saw that the auto body shop was still open, I decided to stop by and check on Wayne since I saw his car was still parked on the lot. Once I opened the door, not only was Wayne there but Sean also. Sean greeted me with a huge smile and no shirt and really tight jeans which displayed nothing to the imagination. I can honestly tell you that the sight of him made me semi-erect especially when he grabbed me for a hug.
My cousin looked over at me and I could see this sinister look that appeared over his face. Therefore, I knew he was up to something. Within a matter of minutes, Wayne had mentioned that Sean had purchased a new motorcycle and suggested that he should take me out for a ride. Sean agreed and grabbed my hand where he insisted that I let him take me for a spin on his bike. As I straddled on behind him, I politely gripped my hands on his shoulders. Sean immediately suggested that I lock my arms around his waist and hold on really tight.
As he revved up the motorcycle before we drove off, I looked back at my cousin who was grinning like the devil. Once we started off, my head fell against Sean's naked back. While we drove off down a dark field that led to an isolated park. He placed my hands around his upper chest area and the more we hit the rocky road, my fingers grazed over his hard nipples. What made me realize that he was getting turned on by my touching his nipples was the fact that his ass was smashed up against my crotch which was rock hard by this time. Once he realized I was hard, I became embarrassed and a little afraid because I was not sure what kind of reaction he was going to give me. To my surprise, he started grinding his ass rhythmically up and down on my crotch.
At this point, the speed of the motorcycle slowed down and Sean looked back at me with a sexy smile and wink. He then pulled over to the recreational area of the park and brought the bike to a complete stop. He then preceded to get off the bike and stood in front of me with his hand out to help me off. What I noticed was that he was also sporting an erection as well. Once I got off the bike, Sean took my hand and led it all over his naked torso. He then looked at me and said "I am so hot that I am burning up"!. Sean was rubbing his crotch which displayed his hard cock. He then pushed me gently against the leaning post of the gazebo and whispered in my ear, "You wanna have some fun?"
Initially, my thoughts must have been written all over my face because he immediately assured me that its all good; nothing to worry about. Sean started kissing me while grabbing my crotch and then he stopped for a moment where he preceded to take off his jeans. My heart was racing with excitement and disbelief especially while standing there marveling over his hot body and thick, hard cock with a huge, mushroom head bobbing up and down in mid-air. He then asked me "Are you going to join me or are you running scared?" .
I got quite cocky and seductively stripped off my clothes until I was too bare naked with a springing hard on for his viewing pleasure. There we were in the late night hours of an isolated area of the park on a warm summer night, grinding our naked bodies against each other, stroking and sucking each others' cocks, kissing feverishly and our hands roaming all over each other. We performed frottage on the seat of his motorcycle while I licked and sucked on his hard nipples which made him give out a loud moan. He then turned around for me to see his hot ass which I played with until he leaned back in order for me to grind my dick between his ass cheeks. We went to various frottage positions but my dick grinding between his ass cheeks is what really got him squirming and moaning a lot. (Why do so-called straight guys love for me to do this to them????...lol)
After we both got off, we just laid there in each others' arms for awhile and talked a little. He wanted to see me again but he wanted what ever occurs between us to stay between us only. I did see him for about two months afterwards and the sex had advanced to a whole level that I did not anticipate such as his willingness to venture into anal sex and toys. He took my dick like a pro. (In other words, he was a sexual freak and loved to be adventurous when it came to sex.) I knew then that he had done this before. I became horny for him all the time as he did me. One of the things that I really liked about having sex with him was the fact that not only did he have such a hot body and handsome face, but his ASS was OFF THE HOOK!!!...it should have been insured ....lol..and he would get so hot when I rimmed him with Smucker's preserves..lol...(don't judge me..okay...its fun) that he would grab my head and scream for me to go further...!!!! He was sooo sexy. He would perform these nasty, hot striptease routines for me and he loved to be naked which I LOVED!!!!
However, what I discovered during this period was the fact that he did not recognize himself as being a gay man and he wanted to see me exclusively on the down low. Although he wanted to date women, he did not want me to see other guys. He kept proclaiming to me that he was 100 percent straight and what he did with me sexually was just fun for him. I immediately jumped ship after receiving this information. Sean tried several times to convince me that he cared for me deeply but I had to agree to his terms because he could not risk anyone finding out that he likes to have fun occasionally with guys. Nonetheless, I stopped seeing him and stopped visiting the shop in order to avoid him completely.
Now, years have passed and over the Easter holiday, my sister and her husband invited me to attend Easter service at their church. After being badgered by my sister on a consistent basis, I gave in and attended the service with them. However, all of a sudden to my surprise, guess who was on the committee board of the church??? Mr. Sean. My sister and her husband knew him and his wife and two young children. The look on his face was priceless considering that he was not aware that Connie was my sister. After Connie introduced us, he immediately disappeared from everyone. However, my sister picked up on the fact that he and I already knew each other which she did questioned me about where I knew him from?
I told her that I met him through some old acquaintances at a party years ago. (Okay, I lied..its none of her business...!!!). Unfortunately, my focus was not on the sermon that the minister was preaching. My mind immediately wandered back to those times of him and I engaging into some hot sexual moments. I got so uncomfortable inside but I did put on a cool front so that my sister would not become inquisitive and start to rattle off nosy questions. Several times throughout the service, he would sit off with the church board on the podium and I would catch him glaring at me as if I was naked before him.
After the service, he approached my sister and her husband to say good bye and then he came over to me to give me a hug and then he shook my hand where he placed a note which had his contact information on it with a message that he want to see me. He then left me and went over to his wife and kids where he kissed her and then looked back at me while she hugged him.
Therefore, apparently, he is still living the down low lifestyle. On my way home, I tore up the message and threw it in the trash because I did not throw it away at my sisters' house because she would have found it. You know, this is what I can't wrap my mind around because after awhile, doesn't this kind of misleading life becomes suffocating? How long can someone live a life in such a denial especially when they have other lives at stake? Have there been any "slip-ups" along the way and how do they cover them up?
Again, thanks for allowing me to share my LONG-WINDED STORY
Even though I did make attempts to leave some things out, I try to give enough to keep an interest to those who have taken the time to read it and for that, I am truly appreciative that you did....JW :cheers:
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