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[Vamp58]

My name is Mark. I turned 18 last month and still live home with my parents Lisa and Dan. I'd say I'm smaller than an average boy in my age (5 feet 7 inches/170cm and 140 pounds/63 kg). I think I'm good looking, at least many girls has called me cute. My hair is dark brown and shoulder length. I used to be a short distance runner until I quit two years ago so I still have a pretty fit body though skinny. My long legs look pretty athletic and my butt is firm and round. These past two years I've spent more time on alcohol and smoking than doing sports, which is a shame.

My 22 year old sister Bree is in college and visits us only on holidays. Our house consists of a kitchen, bathroom with sauna, living room and my parents' bedroom downstairs. Upstairs we also have a bathroom and then there's my room and beside it there's Bree's room. My parents have been thinking of making Bree's room to a guestroom as she's so rarely home these days.

I've been thinking of moving to my own place, but as I've been unemployed for three months now, those plans are on hold. I've been trying to save some money for college, but that plan fell apart when I lost my job due to bad economics in the firm.

I've had two girlfriends in my life, Rita and Kara. Right now I'm single. It was five months since Kara and I broke up and I haven't been with anyone since then. So without a girlfriend and a job my days get very boring sitting around at home. That might be a reason for me drinking more than usual.

I have two good friends Joshua and Nick. We're all born the same year and have been friends since high school. On a regular weekend I call them just to see who wants to go to a bar with me. It's not hard to convince them to go to a bar with me as we're all single.

All weekends these past few months have been more or less the same. It feels like they've started to repeat themselves.

When I least expected it my next Friday to come was going to be... different.

Friday March 6th

It's Friday night and I'm entering a karaoke place called Bell'Amore with Joshua and Nick. It's already 0:30 a.m. and the place will close in a couple of hours.

I better start drinking at a faster phase if I want to get hammered tonight I thought.

Before I had a chance to order anything I get a shot of Tequila in front of me. "Rounds on me" my buddy Nick shouts. The bar was at the center of the place with dark brown chairs and sofas along the walls.

An hour went by and we all had our rounds of shots and beers.

I started to get really drunk and so were my friends, because they were both singing karaoke. That only happens when they're really drunk. They didn't even bother asking if I wanted to join, as they know I have a bad singing voice even though that's not required.

As they were singing a Bon Jovi song I felt an urge to pee. As I started walking towards the bathroom I noticed that the place was pretty empty. I also noticed how drunk I was as I almost tripped on a red carpet they had in front of the bar.

I entered the bathroom. It consisted of four white toilet stalls to my right. They all appeared to be empty. I chose to go to the last stall without any particular reason. The music volume was lower in the bathroom and I were able rest my ears for a moment as I was peeing. Damn it felt good to empty my bladder. Then I zipped up and flushed the toilet.

As I walked over to the sink to wash my hands I suddenly thought I heard something from one of the stalls, but I wasn't sure. A sound I wasn't able to identify either. I started washing my hands as a bearded dude came into the bathroom and went in to the first stall.

I was wondering about the sound I just heard as I washed my hands. I came back from my thoughts as the bearded dude from the first stall flushed his toilet. I started drying my hands just beside the bathroom door. The dude didn't bother washing his hands and walked right past me out of the bathroom.

Just as I was going to take a step and open the bathroom door the sound came back from one of the stalls. I bowed down and looked under the four stall doors. I noticed four shoes in the third stall. One pair fronted the other. The sound started to clarify for me as I heard something of a suck.

Oh my God, someone is giving a blowjob in this bathroom!

I got very uncomfortable and at the same time excited being there spying on a guy getting a blowjob from a girl. Or at least I think it's a girl!? It's pretty hard to tell from those shoes, as I can't see them clearly. Hundreds of thoughts were running through my mind as I suddenly found myself sneaking to the last stall where I just had taken a leak. The sucking got louder for every second and I got more excited by it. They probably thought I went out with the bearded dude and think they're alone in here.

I got into the stall and as drunk as I was I was still able to silently closed the door. I was now standing on the other side of the wall of the blowjob couple. I stepped up on the toilet. Very slowly and quietly I raised myself closer to the edge of the stall wall while leaning softly against it.

I slowly moved my head closer the edge of the wall so I could get a glance at the blowjob couple. First thing I see is the top of a black guy's head standing while looking down. He appeared to be in his 40's I'd say. I started to feel a little bit horny. I could feel that my penis was half erect by now. Do I dare to look completely over the stall wall? What if the cocksucker takes a look up? Then I'm busted for sure!

What the hell, I'm drunk, curious and horny. I want to see the action! I've never seen a blowjob live, so now's my chance!

I leaned close to the wall and bent my head forward. There the cocksucker was with its eyes closed. It's a guy!!, a white guy What the fuck... It was supposed to be a hot chick! Now I'm looking at two guys in a bathroom having oral sex. I couldn't tell the cocksuckers age as I only saw the top of his head and a mouth full of black cock. Based on his clothes he was probably the same age as I. At the same time I felt disgusted that there was a guy my age giving a blowjob to an older black man. But I couldn't deny it that it somehow excited me also.

This was my first time seeing someone giving a blowjob. I can't leave now in the middle of it. It felt like I've done a big effort sneaking here and taking a chance looking down at them without being caught.

The black guy who was standing had a large 8 inch cock it seemed, at least compared to my 4.5 inch. He was really enjoying the blowjob. I could tell by his moans. He was probably trying to be quiet but couldn't help himself. It looked so erotic as the white cocksucker went back and forth on his fat black tool. Drool was hanging and swinging from his chin while he rapidly sucked the cock. The cocksucker was like a female pornstar I've seen in movies giving head without gagging. He was really good I thought!

What the hell am I thinking? I'm standing here with a full erection looking at two gay guys. I should be disgusted with this, and I am... a little bit at least. But I should be more, I thought. I'm a normal heterosexual guy. I shouldn't get excited looking at two guys having oral sex. I felt really confused with all these thoughts I had of what I am and what I should be feeling. I tried to convince myself that it's probably because I'm drunk and haven't gotten laid since my girlfriend and I broke up.

I'm not the one giving head or receiving it. I'm not doing anything wrong or gay. I'm feeling really horny right now and noticed that my penis was bulging in my jeans. I quietly zipped up my pants and put my hand into my pants and took out my rock hard penis.

Oh God I'm so hard and horny! I started jerking myself off silently while looking at that fantastic blowjob. Only a minute had past and I hear the guy standing whispering "I'm coming"! Cocksucker started seriously deepthroating. The ultimate long moan ecstasy came from the standing guy. He was ejaculating what must have been a huge load of spunk into the back of the white cocksuckers throat. After a few seconds his orgasm had passed and he looked so relieved and calm. The cocksucker was sucking slowly the fat dark purple head while making sure he got every last drop of out of that beautiful cock. I was soon gonna myself. How am I gonna be able to have an explosive orgasm while not making a sound!?

In a blink of an eye my eyes meet with the older guy standing. He was looking up straight in my eyes. Being drunk and on a verge of orgasm my reflexes were severely slowed down. I ducked down on the toilet. FUCK!! He noticed me. Now what do I do? What if that guy tells my friends what I've done? My penis had softened the same second I got caught. I put my penis back into my pants fast and zipped up. I gotta move quickly back to my table and hope he doesn't recognize me. I stormed out of the toilet stall and walked right out.

My heart was pounding like a son of a bitch as I walked passed the bar. It suddenly struck me that the older guy from the bathroom looked familiar somehow. Do I know him somehow? Oh my God, I hope he doesn't know who I am! That thought went away for a few moments as I noticed that my friends where sitting at our regular table.

"Mark... Where were you" Joshua asked as I sat down at the table.

"Bathroom taking a dump if you care to know". I thought it was a good reason enough for being in the bathroom more than a minute.

The guys laughed at my comment. I gave up a fake laughter as I was thinking about what just happened. Suddenly it struck me. Oh fucking hell no, I know where I've seen that face before. The older guy is my parent's friend Karen's husband. Karen I've seen plenty of times but him only once. I've always been to a bar or at friends place when he's been at our house. The one time I saw him was a couple years back at home. My parent's had invited Karen and her husband for a few glasses of wine one weekend. I only saw him a few seconds in our kitchen as we introduced each other, but I don't remember his name. He must be close to 50 by now I think? I pray to God he doesn't remember me.

In the same moment I noticed him standing at the bar ordering something to drink. It started to hurt in my stomach and I was cold sweating as I looked at him. He had a short beard and hair. He was in a pretty good shape for a guy close to his 50's. Looked like he had a flat stomach and wide shoulders too as I inspected his body.

Oh no. He's walking towards me. I turned my head and started to look at a hockey jersey that was hanging on the wall, hoping he wouldn't recognize me. The seconds felt like minutes as I was waiting for my destiny. Will he recognize me or just walk passed me?

Seconds went by and I dared to look back at the bar. I noticed he was now sitting at the other side of the bar alone with his beer. I felt such a big relief knowing there was now a much bigger chance he didn't recognize me in the bathroom.

"It's our turn... move" Nick said.

"Oh, yes, sure". Took me few seconds to understand Nick and Joshua were gonna sing some karaoke again.

I got up and gave Nick some room to get out from the corner.

I sat alone now at the table and noticed they started to sing some country song I didn't even recognize. I took the last sip from my beer and placed it down on the table. I took a look at my phone to see what time it is. It's 2:07 a.m. I've still got time to order a few more beers.

As I got myself up from the sofa, there was a man standing right in front of me. It was him, my mother's friend's husband!

"Hi, remember me?" the guy asked.

"Hello... no, I don't think so?!" Fuck me, I'm doomed I thought!

"You're Mark, Lisa and Dan's son! We met a few years ago at your house!"

"Oh yeah, that's right. Now I remember" I said trying to look surprised.

"You don't remember my name, do you?"

"No, sorry I've forgotten it?"

"I'm Joseph... people call me Joe" he said as he reached out his hand.

"Hi Joe, nice to meet you" I said just to be polite as we shook hands.

"Nice to see you again, it's been a long time since."

"Yes it has". Did he just mean he hasn't seen me in a few years? So this could mean he didn't recognize me in the bathroom?! I started to feel a little bit relieved.

I talked with Joe a few minutes until my friends karaoke song was over.

"I'm gonna go and order myself some beer, it was nice seeing you" I told Joe, as I tried to get away from this awkward situation as soon as possible.

"Likewise. I hope you have a good evening" he said as he turned away and walked back to his stool at the backside of the bar.

I got to the front side of the bar and ordered a beer. Damn, I feel like I'd just won a world championship of some sort. I felt like a winner when he didn't recognize me in the bathroom. Boy that was close. I don't wanna end up in a similar situation ever again!

I got myself a beer and headed back to the table where my friends sat.

"Are you done singing karaoke for tonight?" I asked Nick who sat next to me.

"Yeah, we're gonna go home after this drink" Nick replied sounding tired.

A couple of minutes had past and I noticed Nick and Joshua had emptied their glasses while mine was half full.

"Me and Nick are gonna leave now, I just called us a cab" Joshua said. They usually leave together as they live both on the west part of town, so it was fully understandable leaving together.

"Mark do you need a ride too?" Joshua asked me while putting on his jacket.

"Nah, I'm fine thanks! I'm gonna take the bus, it should be here in about 15 minutes." The bus stop was just around the corner.

"Okay. See ya!"

As I said farewell to my buddies I now sat alone at the table sipping my beer. I looked around and noticed that Joe was gone too. I hope I don't have to see that guy again. The buss is leaving in 10 minutes. I gotta take a leak before I go.

I walked towards the bathroom. There appeared to be only three customers left in the bar. Some old drunks I didn't recognize. I opened the bathroom door, only one toilet was occupied. I walked to the last stall and closed the door. Someone flushed and I heard steps walking away. Someone was now washing their hands.

I was done peeing. I flushed and zipped my jeans. I opened the stall door and got pushed right back in by the chest. I almost fell down on the toilet seat. Right away I noticed it was Joe. I didn't even have time to say anything before he placed his hands on my shoulders and pushed me down on the toilet seat. Right after it he locked the stall door.

"What the hell are you doing?" I said with a bit angry and surprised voice.

"Did you have fun here earlier tonight?" He asked me with a calm voice.

"Let me go!" I insisted as I tried to get up but got pushed right back down on the toilet.

"Did you like what you saw?"

"No! Let me go, right now!" I said with a little bit more volume.

"The problem is that you saw me doing something you shouldn't have seen, and that leaves me in a vulnerable position".

"Let me go, I won't say anything."

"How can I trust you?"

"You can, I promise"

"That's the problem, I can't. I don't trust you"

"Well you'll just have to!"

"I only see one way that can solve this issue" he said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"What the hell does that mean? I don't have time for this kinda bullshit. My buss is leaving really soon, so I gotta go now." I didn't even have a chance to try to get up now as he had his hand on my shoulder pressing it down.

"We're gonna finish this conversation before anyone leaves here tonight. If you miss your bus I'll give you some cab money! Sounds fare?"

"Doesn't sound like I have a choice!"

While I finished my sentence I noticed Joe had opened up his belt, and was now unzipping his pants.

"What the hell are you doing?"

"Calm down boy. You put me in a vulnerable position by knowing what I did today. And that's not fair at all. So I need to have something on you too boy, then we can call it even!" He said as he dragged down his pants just a bit.

"What the fuck does that mean? I ain't doing shit like this, no way" I was getting really uncomfortable

He took out his cock from his pants. I only took a quick look at it. It looked to be half erect and quite big and thick. Then I looked back up in his eyes.

"I give you two choices. You jerk me off or you suck me off, what's it gonna be?" He said with a demanding voice.

"No fucking way! I'm not doing this!" I told him while still looking at his eyes.

"It's okay. Nothing bad will happen. You choose or I'll do it for you!" He said while coming a little bit closer. Now his cock was already 10 inches from my face.

"Please don't do this." I understand why he did this, and what he told me was the truth. I could blackmail him with what I saw?!

"C'mon now white boy. Pick one." He was very slowly moving towards me.

"I can't do this, please". I said with a shaky voice. His cock was 6 inches from my face and I could already smell his cock and balls from here. I placed my hands on his hips and tried to push his body away from me without any result. I didn't use much force when I tried it either. It was like I was giving up or wanted to be in this situation. My arms didn't have any strength or willpower to push him back it seemed.

"I'm gonna make that choice for you now if you don't do it yourself!" He said as he took his thick black cock in his hand and slowly dragged his foreskin back.

I slowly raised my right hand and grabbed the cock gently. I've never had anyone's cock in my hand before except my own. This cock was only half erect and already over 7 inches long. This whole situation felt very erotic and I could feel my penis growing.

Why the hell am I getting a boner of this damn situation I thought for myself!? With a thick cock in my hand I should be fare from turned on. Why am I not?

"Good, so you wanna jerk me off?"

I didn't reply to that. I just stared at his cock and didn't even move my hand.

Suddenly I got a slap on my cheek. It was not a hard one. I was more like an attention seeking slap.

"Hey! When I ask you something you're gonna answer! Do you wanna jerk me off?"

"Yes" I replied with a weak voice. Of those two choices this was an obvious choice.

I dragged his foreskin back slowly. Then again back towards me. He was getting harder by each stroke until it was fully erect. It was enormous, really hard and so much bigger than my own. It was only 4 inches from my face and I was breathing through my nose so I got to smell all of his aromas.

"That's it white boy. You know what you're doing! That feels real nice" He said with a calm, satisfied and whispering voice.

I raised the tempo of the jerking and he was moaning more and more. I noticed that his big balls were shaved as they dangled in the air back and forth. His pubic hairs were nicely trimmed. The smell of his cock made me hornier against my will and I was now sitting on the toilet with a fully erected penis in my jeans.

"Faster" He commanded with an exhausting voice.

It sounded like he was about to have an orgasm. So I started to jerk him off with a faster phase. I moved myself to the side. Hell I don't wanna have a load of on me! I also directed his cock a little bit to the side.

"I'm coming!" He shouts while he shoots a big ass load at the wall and floor, white spunk leaping from the slit in the fat purple head as his black shaft pulsed in my white hand. I slowed down as he was shooting his last bits of load. I guess he didn't so much as we already got the blowjob earlier today. Then I released his cock.

"That wasn't so bad was it?" He said while he put his cock back into his pants.

"Are we done here?" I chose to ignore his question.

"Yes we're done. You did a good job white boy! I trust you to tell no one about our little encounter here today?" He said as he put his shirt back into his pants and zipped his pants. "I won't say anything."

"Good. Here's your cab money." He gave me 30 bucks and unlocked the stall door.

I just took the money and put it into my pocked. I didn't feel like thanking him as I was angry confused and horny. Very mixed feelings to say the least.

"Thank you! I'll be here next Friday, just so you know!" He replied with a nasty smile on his face while walking towards to bathroom door.

"Fuck you! I don't ever wanna see you again"

Joe had now left the bathroom and I was standing there alone and confused with 30 bucks in my pocket. I started washing my hands. I stood there probably 5 minutes washing them. After that I walked out of the bathroom towards the table where I had left my jacket. I put on my jacked and walked out of the karaoke bar.

As I walked the streets, hundreds of thoughts where running through my mind. While I was walking it suddenly struck me that I forgotten to take a cab. I was already halfway home. No point on calling a cab anymore.

15 minutes later I got home. I went upstairs and brushed my teeth. As I brushed my teeth I noticed that I wasn't able to get the handjob from my mind even if I tried. I was horny, couldn't deny that. I jumped into bed and tried to think of hot naked girls, but somehow my mind kept jumping back to Joe's big beautiful black cock.

It didn't take long and I fell asleep without doing anything.

TO BE CONTINUED...

 

[Vamp58]

A week had passed since my weird encounter with Joe in the bathroom at Bell'Amorehad taken place. I was still thinking about the handjob I did. I couldn't seem to get it out of my head. One part of me was furious and angry and I wanted to kick myself for doing a thing like that. The other part was really confused and got excited even thinking about it.

Last thing Joe said to me was "I'll be here next Friday, just so you know". Those words have been haunting me ever since. I'm scared I'll meet him again and also afraid he'll mention what I did to somebody I know.

I'm home alone and lying in my bed upstairs when my phone rings. I notice that the clock is 5:12 p.m. as I picked up the phone and saw that Joshua was calling.

"Hi man!" I answered.

"Hello, how's it hangin'?" Joshua replied sounding glad.

"Well nothing special, I'm home right now"

"Wanna go to Bell'Amore tonight?"

I froze when he asked me that. If I go, I'm sure to bump into Joe. Hell no, I don't wanna see him! Somehow I got an image of his black cock in my mind; I wonder how it would feel to touch it again. What the fuck. Stop thinking like that, God damn. I screamed at myself in my mind.

"I think I got the flu" I suddenly told Joshua. It was a quick excuse for not going to Bell'Amore tonight.

"Oh damn. Nick's gonna be with his family at their lake house this whole weekend, so I'll probably stay home then too." I could hear the disappointment in Joshua's voice.

"Maybe we could go tomorrow if I'm feeling better?!"

"Ok. Well you call me if you're up to it?!"

"Sure thing, bye!"

"Bye"

Later that evening I had a weird feeling in my stomach. A small part of me wished that I would have gone to Bell'Amore tonight. What would have happened if I had seen Joe there?

My mind really started to bother me with all these weird thoughts, and I tried to force myself to think of something else.

Tomorrow I'm gonna call Joshua and go to a bar with him and pick up some hot chicks!

Saturday March 14th

I had called Joshua earlier today and invited him over. My parents were visiting my uncle Terry so I had the house all by myself the whole weekend.

The clock was 9:53 p.m. and Joshua and me were out of beer and were planning on going somewhere.

"Should we call a cab or walk?" Joshua asked.

"Maybe we should walk; such a warm night too."

"Yeah you're right. So were should we go?"

"How 'bout Willie's? I haven't been there in a while" I suggested. Willie's was a small and cozy pub with only 6 tables. I didn't want to suggest Bell'Amore as I was scared of what I might find at that place.

"Oh wait! I know where we're going. Bell'Amore! They have happy hour today from 10 to 12." Joshua said sounding excited.

"Oh that's right". I've never turned down a happy hour before. How could I do it now? That would sound suspicious and weird coming from my mouth. Joe can't be there tonight again; he was there yesterday?!

"Fine, but after happy hour we go to Willies?" I said just so I don't have to be at Bell'Amore for too long, if someone in particular shows up.

"Okay, let's go".

At 10:15 p.m. we arrived at Bell'Amore.

As I walked in through the door I started to cold sweat almost immediately. My eyes were rolling in my head as I looking for Joe. I begged to whatever God that was listening that he wouldn't be here. He was nowhere to be found I confirmed as I ordered two beers for myself, unless he's in the bathroom again? We sat down in a sofa at the corner. I had a perfect view at the bathroom so I could see everyone that came out from there.

Almost an hour had passed and I started to feel like myself again as I was sure Joe wasn't at Bell'Amore tonight. Joshua had found a girl from the dancefloor he was talking to. He and the girl had a serious thing going on. They had moved to the table 10 feet from me just to get some privacy. I was sitting alone and staring down in my beer glass most of the time.

A few minutes before happy hour was about to end Joe walks in to the bar. Could sweats were immediately back and I didn't know what to think. I felt like I couldn't move. It didn't take long until Joe noticed me while standing at the bar. I looked away the second he laid eyes on me.

A part of me wanted to run away and hide while the other wanted to wait and see what'll happen. This time again the more curious part of me won.

At the corner of my eye I noticed that Joe was walking in my direction. I could feel my heart beating faster for every step he took. He was now right by my side and I was still looking away. He didn't say a word while he placed his drink right next to my beer. Then he sat down beside me in the sofa.

"I knew you'd come back" Joe said with a pleasing voice.

"Shut up. It was my friend's idea to come here!" I tried to sound serious.

"Is that your friend you're with?" Joe asked calmly while pointing at Joshua.

"Yes" I answered quickly while still feeling frozen in my whole body.

"He looks like he's having a good time. You on the other hand look quiet bored."

"I'm fine."

"Yes you are" He said with a pervy voice.

A few seconds of silence went on as I still was too scared to look at Joe and took a sip from my beer.

"I want to apologize for my behavior the last time. What I made you do wasn't exactly fair."

"No it wasn't". The apology came as a total surprise to me. But then again that one part of me still thought it was fair what he made me do.

"I'd like to make it up to you." Joe whispered in my ear.

"How?" I asked curiously while I turned my head and finally had the balls to look at him.

"I don't know yet, but we'll figure something out." Joe said with a smirk.

"I see you've met a friend?!" Joshua asked as he was standing across the table while holding the girls hand.

"Yeah, this is Joe, Joe this is Joshua" I introduced them as they shook hands.

"Me and Cindy are gonna go to Dolphin's, wanna join?" Joshua said with a laid back tone. Dolphin's is a discotheque nearby. He asked just to be polite I'm sure. I know he doesn't want me to join as he probably wanna spend some time alone with that hot chick.

"Weren't we supposed to go to Willie's?" I said, as I was more concerned to be here left alone with Joe.

"Maybe another time!?" Joshua replied quickly looking into Cindy's eyes.

"Nah, I think we'll pass. Me and Mark are in a middle of something, but maybe we'll join you later?" Joe suddenly replied.

"Sure, fine. Ya'll know where to find us, bye!" Joshua answered quickly while already started to move towards the entrance of the bar.

"Bye". Joe replied.

Why to fuck couldn't I open my mouth. I let Joe make a decision for me. A minute passed and I just sat there quiet trying to find an excuse so I could leave.

"I'm gonna go outside for a smoke". I told Joe hoping I could just leave the place and leave him here. At least a part of me wanted to do that.

"Sure, I'll join you" Joe replied. And there goes my escape plan.

We headed out from Bell'Amore. It was windy as hell outside so I walked towards the corner of Bell'Amore to light my cigarette.

I walked around the corner and was about to light my cigarette in the darkened alley until Joe suddenly spoke up.

"Before you light that cigarette I'm gonna make it up to you what I did last week"

"What's that?" I asked surprised while I put the cigarette back into the pack.

"Follow me"

Joe started walking to the back side of the bar where the alley got darker by each step. Without even questioning him I started following him. Maybe he's giving me money or something as compensation? Well why the hell would it be in a dark alley? I was scared but also excited at the same time. He turned left behind the corner of Bell'Amore and was gone for a few seconds. As I came around the corner I saw Joe just standing a few feet from me. The surroundings were dark and shady. I just saw dumpsters, brick walls and squared metal fences.

"This is a good place for some privacy, do you agree Mark?"

"Mmm, I guess?!" I replied nervously.

"I'm gonna make it up to you, and you're gonna like it" He whispered while walking towards me.

I froze. I just stood still and had no idea what was gonna happen.

"It's fine, let's just forget about it. I'll have to go inside now" I said with a shaky voice.

Just as I was about to turn around Joe grabbed my shoulders looking right down into my eyes as he was 6 inches taller than me.

"Turn around" Joe whispered calmly.

"I really have to go" I said while he turned me around 180 degrees. I just saw a metal fence in front of me. A second later I felt his hands on my hips.

"Put your hands against the fence" he sounded commanding.

"Please, I don't want to" I said trying to move away from him without any success.

"Do as I say!" Joe said with whispering but demanding voice.

I obeyed. I put my hands on the metal fence and grabbed the small squares on it. What the hell does he want from me? I was scared and curious at the same time and the felt confusing.

"Good" He said as he came up right behind me and I could feel his crotch against my lower back..

I tried to move around but it was pointless. He was having a firm grip around my hips. He then moved his hands smoothly on my stomach and his right hand slid down.

"What the fuck are you doing, stop it". I don't think I sounded that convincing while I said it. I had my inner demons fighting. One of them wanted to turn around a punch him in the face while the other wanted to obey him and see where it goes.

"Shhh, be quiet." He whispered as he placed his right hand right between my legs.

"What do we have here?" He asked while rubbing it.

"Please don't" I begged again while I accidently moaned. I was fighting myself but it felt so good when his hands were all over me and I could feel him breathing in my neck with his body against mine. I felt my penis growing in my pants against my will.

"I'm gonna do you the same favour you did me" He said as he unzipped my pants.

"No, I don't want to" As I said it, it sounded like a lie.

I had my eyes shut and tried to be quiet. I didn't want to reveal for him that I've started to enjoy it. It took only seconds and I felt his hand around my penis. He had pulled my pants down just enough so my balls where hanging out.

"Oh yeah. Seems like you're enjoying this."

I shook my head. I still didn't want to reveal that I was enjoying it. But it somehow felt pointless as I had a rock hard cock by now.

He was jerking me off and it felt so good. I started to get to a point where keeping those moans out was impossible.

"That's it boy. You like this very much don't you?"

I had a hard time concentrating on what was asked of me as I was enjoying the moment.

"Hey, I asked you a question!" He asked with an angrier voice as he grabbed my throat with his left hand.

I just nodded. If I'd open my mouth I'd probably let out some moans.

"Damn, you're really hard. I bet you're gonna for me aren't you."

Took a few seconds until I nodded again, my reaction was pretty slow at this point as it felt like I was in a trance. I knew I would soon big time. It felt so good having his left hand holding my throat firmly while the other was jerking me off. He was in total control.

Suddenly he stopped jerking me and just held my penis in his hand firmly. I accidently opened my mouth and moaned out loud.

Joe: "Shhhh... you have to be quiet. You want me to continue, don't you?"

Me: "Mmmm" I moaned and nodded. And I realized that I was making small movements back and forth so his hand could jerk me off.

"That's a good white boy. Are you gonna spray that all over this wall?" He asked as he started jerking me off again slowly.

Me: "Yes" I suddenly replied out in my own voice while moaning at the same time. I had no sense of the surroundings as all my focus was on pleasure. I wouldn't probably have noticed if a stranger would have caught us by now.

A half minute later he was seriously jerking me off and I was about to . Joe noticed this and switched from holding my throat to my mouth. He probably guessed that I wouldn't be able to be quiet when I come. He was probably right.

Me: "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmm mmm" I screamed into Joe's hand as I started ing.

Joe: "That's it white boy, for me" He whispered into my ear while I came.

Joe had a firm grip around my penis as I came. My penis was shooting loads of on the wall. It felt so incredibly good. One of my most powerful orgasms I've experienced.

The orgasm was fading off and I felt shaky and weak. It was such a satisfying feeling.

"Oh yeah, that was one hell of a load you shot there." He said as he slowly jerked off my last drops of . He then released my mouth.

All of a sudden he released my penis and put two fingers in my mouth. I didn't object as I was still under his spell. Without even thinking about it I sucked the fingers he put in my mouth. I came to realized that I was sucking my own off his fingers.

It didn't take long until I came to my senses and took his right hand and moved it away from my mouth. Somehow I now got back to reality and realized what had just happened. This was the first time I felt like I had done something gay. I started to regret the whole thing and pulled up my pants and zipped up.

"What's the rush?" He asked calmly with a satisfying look.

I didn't answer as I felt angry at myself. I tucked my shirt back into my pants and turned around and started walking away from the alley.

"Hey! Wait..." I could hear Joe say behind me.

I still didn't answer as I walked away. It didn't take long until he took me by my shoulder and turned me around.

Suddenly I felt a slap. A similar slap as I felt last week in the bathroom of Bell'Amore.

"You do not walk away from me, got it?"

"Yes" I replied with a shaky voice. I sounded and probably looked afraid too in Joe's eyes. But I wasn't. I somehow got a satisfaction being order what to do, and that thought scared me.

"We're gonna go back inside and I'll buy us a drink. Now, c'mon." He said waving at me as he had already started walking towards the bar.

"Yes sir" I replied with a weak voice.

We went back inside and Joe had ordered us a few shots. The table we were sitting at before was occupied.

We sat down at the back of the bar in a corner sofa. There was a lot of privacy there as most of the customers sat at the front side of the bar.

I started to feel drunk after the two shots Joe had bought me, and that made me more relaxed in this situation. It didn't take long and I felt Joe's hand on my lap. He was slowly caressing it. I gathered some guts and took his hand and moved it away. He couldn't slap me in a bar could he?

"Let's go to a motel nearby!?" He whispered in my ear.

"No way! Don't you get it. I'm not fucking gay." I said with some more volume.

"So they all say. Don't you remember how good you felt a while ago?"

"Shut up. I don't ever wanna see or talk to you again" I said with an angry voice as I stood up from the sofa. My inner demons where fighting and a part of me just wanted to run away.

"Sit down" He said as he took my hand and dragged me back down to the sofa.

"Why's that?"

"I don't need a reason for it. I'm gonna go now, and you do not ever speak to me again if you see me! Got it?" I threatened him.

"Only if you do one more thing, then I can promise to leave you alone." He answered calmly.

"No! I won't do anything anymore"

"Oh yes you will. One more thing then I'll promise I won't talk to you if I see you!"

"Now what the fuck is it?" I asked still sounding a bit angry. I somehow believed him when he said he will leave me alone.

"I got so horny out there while jerking you off so I want some relief too. I want you to suck my cock"

"No, no no. No fucking way" I got surprised at the suggestion because it horrified me. So I panicked and got up from the sofa. But without any luck getting away, he dragged me down again.

"Okay, calm down! You have to do something for me! Or else I can't leave you alone. Would it be so bad sucking my cock?"

"I won't do that! Never!" I couldn't image sucking another man's cock. Jerking him off last time was already too much.

"Fine. I'll give you two choices. First: You either suck my cuck and I won't in your mouth. Second: I'll jerk off and in your mouth."

"No, what the fuck man. I won't do wanna do any of those!" Thinking of those two choices made me a little bit excited, but I didn't want to acknowledge that.

"Now you listen to me. You gotta choose one of those or I won't leave you alone."

I put my face into my palms as I was thinking of what I should do. Sucking another man's cock, no way I could do that? I've never even thought about that. I had already got a small taste of my own . So a bigger load of his in my mouth couldn't be that bad could it? Both alternatives are still disgusting.

After two minutes of thinking I suddenly said:

"Fine" with a disappointing voice.

"Good! What will it be?"

"The second choice"

"You want me to in your mouth?"

I didn't reply immediately but then I remember that he'll probably get angry if I don't answer him so I said "Yes".

"What? I need you to say it" he said as he came closer to me.

"I want you to in my mouth" I whispered. I got a little bit aroused as I heard myself saying that.

What the hell am I doing!? How on earth did I get into a situation like this? Got jerked off and now I'm about the swallow another man's ! It's really disgusting, why is my penis getting harder I cried inside?!

"Okay. After this drink, go to the same toilet stall you were in last week, and wait for me to knock."

After the drink I didn't say a word to Joe. I got up from the sofa and walked to the bathroom. I couldn't think about anything else than the I was soon gonna taste. It disgusted me and excited me at the same time. I was so confused.

Inside the bathroom I walked to the last stall. It was empty, so I went in locked the door and sat down on the toilet. I could hear that one of the stalls was occupied as someone was peeing loudly. A few seconds later I hear the bathroom door come up. It was probably Joe.

The loud peeing guy flushed and walked right out of the bathroom I heard. It only took a few seconds and I could hear a couple of quiet knocks on my stall door. I opened it and Joe enters the toilet stall.

He locks the door and reaches for my hands. He places them on his belt.

"No" I whispered. That wasn't a part of the deal, was it? He probably indicates that I open up his pants.

"Shhh". He told me to quiet up as he took my hands again and placed them on his belt.

It felt useless to take them away again so I started opening his belt. After the belt I went for the button on the jeans and then the zipper. Joe then slowly dragged his jeans down and I noticed a bulge in his black underwear. At the same time we both heard someone come in the the bathroom and walked into a toilet stall.

Joe dragged slowly his underpants down a bit so his cock popped out and his balls. There it was again. The big half erect magnificent black cock in front of me. This time I wasn't as nervous as last time as I knew how it looked and what was happening.

Suddenly he took my hand and placed it on his cock. Only for a brief moment and I hesitated and took it back. I shook my head at him. Why did he do that? It wasn't the a part of the deal!. He was just gonna in my mouth and that was it.

Only took a second and he took a more firm grip of my hand and took it to his cock. He now held my wrist tightly so I couldn't move my hand much. There was nothing else I could do or think of doing so I grabbed his cock. A hand job isn't really that bad so I thought what the hell as I started slowly jerking him off. After a minute he released my hand and I continued jerking. His cock was now fully erect, such a big monster. It was looking straight at me as I increased the speed. The other guy in the bathroom couldn't probably hear anything and flushed. He washed his hands and walked out. We were alone again and Joe gave up a quiet moan as I jerked him off.

Two minutes later he whispered "I'm gonna ". He moved himself closer to me. His cock was only an inch from me. I had opened my mouth wide and aimed his cock directly at it. I noticed that my penis was rock hard also. This situation had turned me on big time. I heard bigger moans and he took me by my head. I closed my eyes as I didn't want any in my eyes.

Suddenly I felt the first spurt of leap into my mouth. I couldn't really taste anything as I had my mouth and tongue still, but I could feel how worm it was. As the second load came I felt something touch my lips. He had moved closer and his big mushroom head touched my lips as he was shooting his big load into my mouth. I jerked him off and moved my head a little bit more backwards as I didn't want a cock into my mouth. A few seconds later his orgasm was over and I opened my eyes and had a big ass load in my mouth. He took his hand from my head and smiled while moving it to my cheek.

"Swallow my you dirty whore" He suddenly said.

I closed my mouth and could feel my mouth full of his warm spunk. I didn't want to swallow it but I knew I had to.

I gathered some guts and I swallowed it. I was afraid it would be so disgusting that I would puke, but it wasn't really that bad. It somehow felt really good to swallow his seed, the sensation of him being in control and me obeying. After I had swallowed I moved my tongue around my mouth to clean up all the I had around my mouth strangely enjoying the flavour.

"Good white boy. I knew you'd like a big load of nigger in your mouth." He said with a satisfying voice.

"Shut up! Remember what you promised! If you see me, don't talk to me!" I said with a little bit of anger in my voice. I wanted to sound angry as a small part of me still was while the other was satisfied.

"Yes, I promise".

He unlocked the stall door and walked out from the bathroom while looking back at me with a little smile. I had an angry expression on my face, while not actually being angry. I only wanted to show him that. I went over to the sink and washed hands.

This has to be the last gay thing I'll ever do, I said to myself.

After the bathroom situation I walked right out of the Bell'Amore. Outside I called a cab which took me straight home. I felt a little bit angry at myself. Joe promised to leave me alone now, so I hope he keeps his promise!

TO BE CONTINUED...

 

[Vamp58]

A couple of weeks had passed since the Joe incident. Things had changed even if I didn't want to confess it for myself. I had watched gay porn this week. I had never done that before. I had thought about Joe and his big black cock and got aroused, switched on my computer and watched gay porn, I stroked my rock hard cock had a wonderful orgasm watching a white twink sucking a big black but only one time!

After I had watched gay porn I felt so ashamed. Why does a completely straight guy look at gay porn? I tried to convince myself that I was just curious of how it looked. I had been really confused about these things the past few weeks. I love hot chicks! I've always been heterosexual, what is wrong with me!? This is all Joe's fault! He has somehow tricked me into thinking about stuff like this I tried to convince myself. It really wasn't logic, but I had to.

After I had masturbated to gay porn I promised myself I'd never watch anything like that again. I have to get these gay thoughts out from my mind.

Later that evening I had dinner with my parents and they told me they've got some news.

"You remember Karen's husband Joseph right?" My mom asked me.

I was devastated and confused by that question. Why is she bringing up Joe? Please God don't tell me she knows something?

"Yes" I replied with a weak voice while swallowing a dry piece of potato.

"Well Karen and Joseph have had some problems these past few months".

"Oh" I replied. It doesn't sound like it has anything to do with me?!

"Well Karen threw Joseph out on Wednesday. He's been sleeping at a hotel these past few nights." My dad jumped into the discussion.

"So we invited him over here tonight" My mom suddenly says.

What the hell I thought. Joe here in this house, under the same roof as me!? What the hell can I do or say. I can't say no to my parents. That would be VERY suspicious.

"Okay" I said trying to play it cool. Like I had a choice?

"As Bree's room is empty we thought he could sleep there. And let him stay over until he can find a place. He's gonna arrive later today".

Me: "Fine"

This can't be real I thought. I finished up my food and headed up to my room and lay down in my bed. This is a nightmare. It will be the most awkward moment of my life.

Couple hours later I heard the doorbell ring. I walked out from my room and down the stairs. I would have liked to stay in my room and lock the door but I don't want to behave suspiciously in front of my parents. I have to act like everything is "normal".

There he was in the door opening greeted by my parents. After a few handshakes he notices me standing on a stair.

"You remember Mark right?" Dad asks of Joe.

"Oh yes, I met you once here last year I think it was?!" He answered with a happier tone.

I nodded as I agreed with him. I'm glad he's playing along and we're like two strangers. A few minutes later Dad went upstairs with Joe to show him Bree's room.

I didn't say a word to Joe the whole evening and neither did he, which was actually part of the deal we made. But I guess we have to say something sooner or later so it wouldn't look too weird!? The clock was getting late so I decided to go to sleep. After I had brushed my teeth in the upstairs bathroom I walked into my room and closed the door. I stood still for a moment beside the door and decided to lock it. I felt a little bit unsettled knowing Joe was in the room next to me so I thought it was best to lock my door. I don't know if there's any reason for it, feels like Joe will finally let me be.

Saturday March 28th

Saturday morning we all had breakfast and everything was what I would call normal. At the breakfast table Joe and dad talked mostly about sports and stuff, which annoyed my Mom a little I could tell while I read the newspaper.

After the breakfast Joe went out and was away the whole day. In the afternoon I called Nick; he was going on some trip with an old friend of his. After that I called Joshua; he was going to meet that Cindy chick he met a few weeks ago at Bell'Amore. So it seems like I'll have to stay home tonight.

Later that evening Joe came back. I overheard him telling Dad he had to do some work stuff at his office the whole day.

Dad told us he had heated up our sauna. That was his weekly routine, getting to the sauna with my mom at 8 o'clock on a Saturday. I hadn't been in our sauna in a few months so I thought it would be relaxing to finally go. I'm usually with my friends getting drunk this time of the week.

Suddenly it struck me that mom and dad are probably gonna go together to the sauna and Joe will then probably join me!? Fuck. That will never happen. I'll just have to pass.

It was almost 8 o'clock.

I sat with Joe in the living room coach watching some idiotic TV-show when my dad walks into the room. There was a, what I would call a suspicious looking space between us as I sat on the far left and he on the far right side of the coach.

"C'mon guys, time to go the sauna. Lisa's skipping the sauna tonight so it'll be just us boys."

"Oh, okay then!" Joe answered while getting up from the couch.

Well I guess that's fine for me too so I got up from the coach without saying anything and walked after them to the sauna. I should be "safe" now when dad's with us. But nothing has indicated that Joe would try any "funny" business lately.

In the bathroom I quickly removed my clothes and put a towel around me and went into the sauna. We had a small sauna so three people would be max capacity I'd say... or four skinny people. Joe came in next with his white towel he had borrowed from my dad and sat next to me. I felt a little bit claustrophobic as there was a wooden railing in front of me and Joe only 7 inches beside me. After that dad joined us.

20 minutes later.

"That's enough for me, I'll hit the shower." Dad said as he stood up and walked out of the sauna.

I had planned to leave the sauna first. In face I was just about to leave. Well I'll guess I'll wait until Dad has finished up. It felt uncomfortable to sit here alone with Joe with just a towel around my private parts. But he has kept his promise and hasn't spoken directly to me these past two days so I guess I can trust him now.

I heard dad close the shower and was probably leaving the bathroom soon. A minute later he was done and I heard the bathroom door close and he left.

Now's my turn I thought. I'm gonna get up take a quick shower and then I'm out. But in the same second Joe took off his towel and revealed his cock. Felt like I was in a small shock as I looked at it. It was half erect and shiny from all the sweat, it looked beautiful I noticed Joe was leaning back against the wall with his eyes closed. Why the hell did he do that I wondered as I sat there still looking at his big cock once again?

A few seconds later he grabbed his cock and dragged the foreskin back very slowly. I couldn't help myself but to look what he was doing. He lifted his left leg up on the wooden railing. I was now unable to walk past him without moving his leg.

I felt really uncomfortable but I also somehow enjoyed watching as his big black cock grew by each stroke. A minute later I could see he was rock hard and he was now jerking himself at a faster phase. He was still having his eyes closed and started to moan a little. I noticed that I had an erection so I closed my legs together so I could hide it better.

I had again found myself in a mind twisting situation I couldn't control. I wanted to run out from the sauna but also just wanted to stay and watch.

A minute later he was jerking pretty fast and his moans indicated that he was pretty close to orgasm. He had also taken a more comfortable position while leaning against the wall with his upper back. I had a pretty difficult time hiding my erection between my legs as this situation had made me horny against my will.

All of a sudden he grabbed me by my neck and dragged me sideways against him. He didn't use much strength. I more or less just followed his command. I fell sideways with my head on his sweaty stomach. He immediately released my neck. A huge black cock was now looking straight at me and was probably about to shoot a big load of hot .

I should get up and run out from the sauna. I should lye still and open my mouth. I should leave right now. My mind was spinning.

Is it my sub consciousness that is in control of this situation? It felt like I couldn't move even if I wanted to. I noticed that I opened my mouth automatically. Why did I do that? I had no idea but somehow it felt like I was now craving his , it had done something to me and I needed to taste it. At the same time I felt that my erected cock slipped up between my legs.

Maybe Joe saw my erected cock as it only took couple of seconds and his body jerked and he started pumping . The first load went straight in to the back of my mouth as I closed my eyes. He continued ejaculating all over my face. I felt it on my forehead, nose, cheeks, left eye and in my mouth. Oh my God what a big load. It was so warm on my face and in my mouth. After he had shot all his load I swallowed it without hesitation, and it tasted so good. Why did I just swallow his load, he didn't even tell me to?

Only half minute after his orgasm he lifted my head up and I got myself back sitting. He didn't even look at me or say anything while getting up. He walked right out of the sauna and into the shower.

That made me feel cheap but it also somehow excited me. I swiped the out of my left eye. Looking at my filled finger I decided to put it in my mouth and suck it dry.

Joe showered fast and I heard him walk out of the bathroom.

I really wanted to jerk myself off, but it would somehow feel wrong. I'm not allowed to be horny because of this I convinced myself. I jumped into the shower and made sure I didn't have any left on my face. As I stood in the shower I felt like crying, but I didn't. It felt like I didn't know myself anymore, and that was scary. I had done things I would have never imagined doing. I had swallowed , and I liked it. I couldn't stop thinking of Joe's cock. It was so big and beautiful. I couldn't stop thinking of how his cock smells. It smells good. It makes me horny and hard.

Stop! I said to myself in my mind. I have to stop thinking about those things. I just have to...

Later that evening Joe didn't give me a single look. It was like nothing had happened. We were all watching a movie in the living room but I had a hard time concentrating, I had no idea what the movie was about. I couldn't help myself but to think about what had happened in the sauna. I tried to forget about it, but it was pointless. I had the images of his black cock right in front of me as his cock was shooting his right in my white face in the sauna. I got hornier by the minute and decided to go upstairs.

"I'm getting tired, so I think I'll go to sleep" I said.

"Already? Maybe the sauna exhausted you" Mom replied with a little smile.

"Probably" I said. Thinking about what happened in the sauna. But that's not what my mom meant!

I went upstairs to my room and locked the door. I took of my clothes and lifted up my blanket. With a big surprise I found something under my blanket that wasn't supposed to be there.

There was a small box laying there. Behind the transparent plastic that surrounded the box there was a black coloured dildo. It instantly hit me that it must've been Joe that had put it there. I stared at the rubber penis for a minute and decided to put it in my drawer which had a lock. A dildo is something I don't want my parents to find! I'll have to throw it away tomorrow. Why the hell would I want a butt plug? He's just fucking with me. After that I crawled under my blanket.

A few minutes of trying to think about other stuff my mind wondered back to the dildo. Why the hell did he put it here? That's like a gay thing, or cool if you're a woman or something.

I was horny and had a half erection and seeing a dildo in my bed made it even worse. I just have to masturbate!

I started jerking off. I was rock hard as I couldn't help myself thinking about Joe's big beautiful cock and his big warm and sticky load I had swallowed. But I also had a hard time forgetting about the dildo. After a few minutes I couldn't help the temptation. I unlocked my drawer and took out the dildo box. I tried to quietly open the dildo box but the plastic cover was pretty noisy. I finally got it from the box and jumped back to bed.

Without really thinking about it I placed the black rubber cock into my mouth and started to suck on it. I got an image of Joe's black cock in my mind. I wonder how it would be to suck him off?

A couple minutes later of jerking and sucking I took the dildo from my mouth and reached it for my butthole. I had never had anything inserted there before, so I have no idea why I'm doing this now? It felt like I just had to put it there. I spread my legs and felt the wet black rubber cock against my butthole. I started teasing the my hole as I jerked myself off. I pushed slowly and suddenly I felt the head pop through my tight anal ring. I was surprised how easily it slipped in and how good it felt. It felt so tight even though the dildo wasn't that big. I moved the black rubber cock a little bit inside me. The more I did it the better it felt, it seemed to rub against something sensitive in my ass. I was only able to do it for a minute until I felt my ass spasm around the rubber cock and I starting to uncontrollably. The spunk was shooting on my stomach, chest and face. This was the first time I had let myself shoot my own intentionally on my face. I licked around my mouth to get a little taste of my own . That orgasm was insanely powerful. I just stared at the ceiling a few minutes as the orgasm faded off.

I can't walk to the bathroom with a dildo in my hand to clean it off, so I decided to put it back into the drawer. Then I wiped myself clean with toilet paper I had stashed and jumped back to bed. I had just sucked a butt plug and inserted it in my butthole? I started to feel ashamed and confused. I'm straight as they come I still told myself! I haven't really done anything that gay yet, have I? I haven't fucked or been fucked by a guy, so I guess I'm still straight I convinced myself.

Sunday March 29th

I woke up and felt ashamed that I had masturbated with a dildo while thinking of a large black cock. The image of Joe's huge cock disappeared when my Mom shouted that the breakfast was ready.

We all four sat at the kitchen table eating breakfast. Joe still treated me like I was thin air, not a single look. I tried to read the newspaper but my thoughts were elsewhere.

"Me and Dan are gonna go buy groceries for the week, anyone else care to join?" Mom asked of us.

"Thanks, but I think I'll pass. I have to take care of some important work at the office".

"On a Sunday?" Mom asked surprisingly.

"Yeah, you know... money never sleeps." Joe said with a little smirk on his face.

"That's true" Dad replied with a little smile.

Everyone left the kitchen table except me. I continued reading the newspaper. I was now able to concentrate on the reading as Joe had gone upstairs.

About 20 minutes later I noticed Mom and Dad putting on their jackets.

"Mark, anything specific you want from the store?" Dad asked.

"Nah, I'm good"

It must have been almost an hour I read the newspaper. I just realized that I was alone with Joe in the house. I closed the newspaper, got up from the kitchen chair and headed upstairs. As I walked towards my room I saw Joe in the bathroom with the door wide open. It seemed like he had just showered as he only had the towel around him and his hair was still wet. He was brushing his teeth as he looked right in the mirror. I kept my eyes on Joe all the way to my room and when I was just a few feet from the bathroom door I stopped.

"Why did you do that to me yesterday?" I suddenly found myself asking.

"What do you mean? I thought we should never speak to each other again, wasn't that the deal?" He asked with a weird smile.

"Well yeah... You know what you did. In the sauna!"

"Me masturbating in the sauna?" He said after he had washed the toothpaste off his mouth.

"Yes" I answered while walking in to the bathroom.

"I didn't do that to you, I did it for myself. It was you who just sat there drooling while looking at my cock." He said as he leaned back against the sink.

"No I didn't. You pushed me down." I tried to sound serious while I sat down on the toilet seat.

"You just sat there for minutes and looked at me when you had the chance to leave. I just guided you down on my stomach as I knew that's the place you wanted to be in."

"That's not true at all"

"You just stayed down there 'cause you knew I was gonna shoot . And you just waited to get that big load in that dirty mouth of yours, didn't you?"

"No, stop" I said as I started to realize that he was probably telling the truth but I just didn't want to realize it. And my penis was also reacting to it by growing in my pants.

"Did you like the dildo I gave you?"

"No, and what the hell was that about?!"

"Did you like having it in your tight little white ass?"

"What he hell, I did no such thing!" I lied hoping he would believe me.

"Ok, then you can give it back to me right away?"

I just realized that I haven't had the time today to wash the butt plug clean so I'm surely busted now.

"Well..." I tried to figure out something smart to say when I got interrupted.

"I heard you opening the dildo box yesterday. Only one reason you'd do that... because you wanted that black rubber cock in your white ass while masturbating, didn't you?"

"Leave me alone" I said as I stood up and was about to walk out of the bathroom. I felt defeated and ashamed.

"Not so fast" He said as he stopped me with his hand against my chest. While his other hand reached down on my crotch.

"What do we have here? Even this conversation got you hard boy" He said laughing.

I felt my cheeks getting red and embarrassed. I knew I had a boner and was horny even if I didn't want to. I just couldn't help myself.

"Sit down" He commanded as he softly pushed me back.

I sat down on the toilet looking down on the floor embarrassed. I suddenly noticed his towel falling down on the floor. When I took a look up there it was again; his big veiny half erected cock.

"If you can resist this cock for three... nah... two minute I'll let you walk out that door." He said with a pleasing voice while walking towards my face with that black monster. He stopped when that big cock was 2 inches from my face.

I looked to the side and I realized that it was difficult. I wanted to turn my head and look at his beautiful big cock.

"Hey! Look at it. Seconds don't count if you're looking away" He commanded.

I turned my head. There it was right in front of me. I inspected the big shiny mushroom head of his; it was so good looking. His skin on his shaft was smooth but veiny. I could feel that I had a full erection in my pants and had a really hard time resisting that cock. I didn't know what I wanted with that majestic cock. I was drawn to it without control. It had gotten one inch from my face and noticed that I took a deep breath of cock into my nose. It smelled so heavenly. Why am I doing this, I just can't help myself?

"One minute to go boy" He said and moved closer.

He didn't move much but his mushroom head toughed my left cheek. As it did I closed my eyes and moved my nose over his cock and smelled his nectar. I couldn't stop and started to move my nose around his head and shaft. I realized that I had also opened my mouth to give up a little moan.

"Smell my big balls white boy" He commanded with a whispering voice as he grabbed his cock and lifted it up against his stomach.

Without any objection I dived with my face against his big balls. They were so big that they covered half my face as they were hanging so low. It smelled so good and I had to give up a moan. I then realized he dropped his large cock on my forehead. My face was buried in cock and balls and I loved it. As I smelled his balls I extended my tongue, it toughed his left sack. The balls were big and smooth as chicken eggs. I slowly started licking his ball sack up and down.

"You can leave now if you want?" He said with a satisfying voice.

I shook my head. I couldn't leave this place. With my eyes shut I could only smell and taste balls and it was making my penis rock hard. I sucked his left ball sack into my mouth, it filled my whole mouth. There wasn't much room to move my tongue around but I tried. Then I moved over to the right ball sack while he started moaning even more. I had licked and sucked on his balls for minutes so there wasn't much taste left of his balls anymore so I started moving up the shaft.

I went licking with a little faster phase towards his mushroom head when Joe stopped me.

"Not yet" he said.

He was teasing me for sure. He probably knew by now that all I wanted was to have his huge cock in my mouth. I continued licking his shaft for a minute until he took a step back.

"Tell me what you want?"

"Your cock" I said. I immediately felt embarrassed as I heard myself say that.

"You sure? You can still leave this bathroom"

"I don't wanna leave!" I said with a desperate voice.

"I'm not sure I want you to have it" he said.

Now he was teasing me big time. And I had a hard time sitting still on the toilet.

"Please I want your cock sir"

"Fine. But you can't have my "

"No, please I want that too"

"You want what?"

"Your . I want to swallow it all."

"You're my cockwhore, say it!"

"I'm your cockwhore!"

"Good. Now show me how much you want my cock?" He said while moving towards me.

I grabbed his hip with me left hand and dragged him against me while my right hand grabbed his huge cock. I opened my mouth wide and took his head into my mouth. With my tongue and lips wrapped around his mushroom head I realized that I tasted cock for the first time. I then felt Joe's hand at the back of my head. He wanted me deeper. He wanted that cock into the back of my mouth. I went a few inches deeper until I gagged.

"Slowly, don't force it" He said with a pleasing voice.

Back and forth I went with my head while my right hand jerked him off in the same phase. I didn't go that deep as I was afraid to gag again. His cock was so long so I couldn't take it all.

"Fuck you're good" He said while moaning.

It felt like I could come in my pants while sucking his cock. It was so erotic!

I sucked, licked and made love to his beautiful black cock with my mouth for minutes... I had no idea how long but I didn't want it to stop.

I realized that it was about to end when he said "I'm ing white boy!"

He pushed his cock deep into my mouth when he started feeding me . I almost gagged when I felt my mouth getting fill with warm sperm. He pushed his cock deeper while I tried to keep him in control. He slowly took out his cock from my mouth as he said:

"Show me"

I opened my filled mouth instantly.

"Good! Do you want to swallow my , cockwhore?"

I nodded waiting for his command.

"Swallow it" he said.

I swallowed it in one go. I felt like the taste of his had gotten better. Maybe it was just psychological?

All of a sudden we both heard the door close downstairs.

Fuck, my parents are home. I got fast up from the toilet and headed for the sink. While Joe was trying to fit his big cock into his pants I washed my hands and mouth. After I finished drying my hands and face I was about the head for my room as I glanced in the mirror. I noticed that there were big stains of saliva on my shirt. I walked into my room and took the shirt off and hid it under my bed to let it dry.

The rest of the day and evening I had only one thing on my mind; Joe's beautiful cock!

In the evening I went downstairs to get me something to eat before I'd go to bed as I saw that Joe was sitting at the kitchen table with my parents.

"I'm gonna leave you guys alone tomorrow. Karen wants me back home." He said with a happier voice.

"Great news man!" dad replied.

"That's so nice, I hope you guys can solve things out this time" Mom said with a smile.

I opened up the refrigerator. What the hell. I couldn't stop thinking of his cock and he's gonna leave me now?

The three of them got up from their chairs and told each other good night and went to bed. I was left alone in the kitchen and realized that I had lost my appetite.

I walked upstairs and noticed that Joe had closed his door to his room. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I somehow hoped he would come out of that room?! After I finished brushing my teeth I went to my room. I closed the door but after a second I regretted it. I opened it up and went to bed. Leaving the door open it was like welcoming Joe to my room if he wanted to.

I tried to get some sleep but it was difficult as I was so horny. I didn't want to masturbate if Joe suddenly would appear in my room.

I dozed off at some point.

 

[Vamp58]

I woke up and remembered what had happened yesterday. I had sucked cock. A big black one!

Obviously Joe hadn't been to my room at night to my knowledge. Maybe that's for the best. I felt regret coming over me as I was thinking about what I did yesterday. I'm a straight guy who can't stop thinking about Joe's cock. I don't have any desire of other men's cocks , gay love or anything like that. It's just that one particular thing that keeps jumping up in my mind.

I got up from bed and got dressed quickly. I walked out of my room and noticed that the door to Joe's room was wide open. I peeked inside but no one was there. All of his stuff were gone.

I walked downstairs and notice that no one was home. My parents had gone to work and Joe was gone. He had moved back home to his "loving" wife and left me here alone with a million thoughts and a confused mind.

Friday April 3rd

Almost a week has passed since Joe moved out. What have I done this week? Not much besides trying to stop thinking about Joe's cock. Yesterday I watched gay porn. I just had to. I had struggled many days with my erotic thoughts of sucking Joe's cock and dreaming about how good his tasted in my mouth. I had opened my laptop, searched for blowjob gay porn and jerked off. I felt bad afterwards as I realized that I hadn't watched any "hetero" porn this week only gay porn, but only one time!

I almost forgot to mention it. The dildo. It's been in my butt more times than I can count this week. It's been in my butt every time I masturbated. I had also bought a tube of lubricant from the local store.

I'm ashamed to admit it but it feels like it's necessary to use the rubber cock, it's a "must" every time I jerk off. Maybe Joe gave it to me because he knew I'd like it or I'm just using it because I know Joe gave it to me... or is it just because of the pleasure it gives me? I don't know.

Later that day I prepared food. I did a small portion of lasagne; I hope it's enough for the three of us. I once in a while cook, it's just something my mother has taught me since I was little. I was too hungry to wait for my parents to come home so I ate alone. After I finished the meal I thought I'd call my friends. I called Nick then Joshua. They were both busy, again. I had asked them if we could go to Bell'Amore tonight. I had a real urge to go to Bell'Amore tonight even if I tried to deny it.

I had been home all evening doing nothing. At 11 p.m. I suddenly walked downstairs told my parents I'm gonna go out to meet Joshua, which was a lie.

I started walking towards downtown. Towards Bell'Amore. What the hell am I doing? Walking alone, sober to a bar on a Friday night? I must be losing my mind. There's only one reason I'm going there, in hope of meeting Joe. God damn, no matter how hard I try, I can't forget about his big cock and sweet tasting . I really hope Joe is there tonight.

I arrived at Bell'Amore at 11:23 p.m. As I walked in, my eyes started rolling. They were scanning the whole bar. Last time I was here I had looked around hoping that Joe wouldn't be there. Now it was the opposite.

No Joe to be seen I confirmed, after I had looked around for a minute or two. I walked up to the bar and ordered a beer. After getting my beer I went to a corner sofa keeping my eyes over the whole place. As I sat down I started to feel sad. Maybe he isn't coming tonight, how long should I wait?

Half an hour later my beer glass was empty. Still no Joe. Do I give up? I can't sit here alone drinking beer by myself I thought. I got up and walked towards the men's room. As I entered and realized there was a minimal chance still he was here. I ducked down and took a look under all four stall doors. Empty.

I walked into the last stall and started peeing. I started to think about what I had done in this particular stall. Fuck. I'm irritated, angry and disappointed.

I don't know how long I sat in the corner spying over the place but at some point I just gave up. I walked home "empty" handed feeling disappointed and angry. Why am I angry? Do I really have a reason for that? I think I'm mostly angry at myself for doing these "weird" things I would never have thought of doing.

Saturday April 4th

I woke up feeling moody and sad. Yesterday was a disappointment. My friends were busy and I had somehow gathered my guts to walk downtown sober to a bar in hoping of meeting a much older "gay" man. Well frankly I think I should call him a bisexual guy. He's got a wife.

The whole day, the whole fucking day I did nothing. I was bored out of my mind.

"Dinner is ready" I hear my mom shouting. I took a quick look and noticed that the clock is half past four. I walk downstairs slow like a snail and sat down at the dinner table. I didn't really feel like eating, I had lost my appetite.

"So later tonight we're gonna have a few guests over" my mom suddenly breaks the silence.

"Oh, who?" I asked curiously?

"Uncle Terry with his new girlfriend Mia... and Karen and Joseph. We're gonna have a little barbeque party in our backyard"

"Okay" I answered. The only thing I registered in that sentence was Joseph. Joe is coming here tonight?!

"Are you going somewhere tonight?" Dad interrupts me while I'm thinking about Joe's big cock.

"Mmm.. no. I don't have any plans tonight?"

"Think you could call your friends and see if someone's up to something? I mean... you probably don't wanna be here when we old folks are having a BBQ party and drinking wine" My mom said with an innocent laughter.

"Yeah sure I can do that" I said. Am I going to do it? No! Why? Because Joe's coming to my home, tonight!

I don't wanna have too much hope. He's coming here with his wife. And then my Uncle Terry too with his new girlfriend I haven't seen. Too many people... I want Joe by myself.

At 7 p.m. the doorbell rang and I felt a small chill coming over me caused by my nervousness. An hour earlier I had told my parents the disappointing news that my friends were busy and I was gonna stay home tonight.

I sat at our dinner table thinking it would be smart to greet our guests when they arrive. My mom had made me promise I'd stay in my room the whole evening so I wouldn't bother them.

My mom opened the door and greeted our first guests. It was Uncle Terry and his girlfriend. After my parents had greeted them it was my turn.

"Hey Mikey! How ya doing kid?" Uncle Terry asked me sounding like an old pirate and tapping me on my head.

"Good" I answered. A bit bothered as he still treats me like a kid.

"Hi, I'm Mia" says the blonde woman as we shake hand.

"Hello, I'm Mark"

Uncle Terry sure does have good taste in woman. This one is probable 15 years younger than him with very big and sexy lips. She's really good looking with a really revealing dress.

Mom started to show Mia around the house while Dad offered Uncle Terry a beer. Only minutes later the doorbell rang again.

Uncle Terry, Mia and my parents greeted our new guests while I stood in the background. I felt nervous and started to cold sweat when I saw Joe walking into our house. I hadn't seen Joe in almost a week now.

"Hi, how are you?" Karen asked me politely.

"Fine, just fine"

Then he was in front of me. Joe.

"Hello again!" Joe said calmly while reaching out his hand.

"Hi" was all I could say as we shook hand. It wasn't a normal handshake. It was firm and it lasted longer than usual it seemed.

"You're partying with us tonight?" he asked with a small grin on his face.

"No. I'm just gonna be up in my room."

"Okay, what a shame" he said with a lower volume so know else could hear. Then he turned away.

A minute later they went out to our back yard where my Dad had started heating up the grill.

I sat down in our living room to watch a movie. I know I said to Mom that I was gonna stay in my room the whole time, but I don't have a TV there and I really wanted to see a movie, or maybe I just wanted to be closer to the party? There was a hot blonde woman in our house and I was thinking about an old dude. I must be going insane, and it scares me.

20 minutes had passed and in walks Mom.

"Oh you're here" she asked

"I thought it would be okay if I watch a movie here?"

"Yeah sure hon. We're gonna be out as long as it's warm out there" Mom replied while walking towards the bathroom.

A minute later she walks back into the living room.

"Do you want some barbeque also?"

"Nah, I'm fine thanks"

"Suite yourself" she said as she walked back outside.

After a while I hear the next person coming back inside. I turned my head and noticed Joe walking towards the bathroom. He only gave me a quick glance.

I was tempted to follow him to the bathroom. But I can't. There are too many people here.

As Joe walked out of the bathroom I noticed he didn't walk right out, he entered the living room.

He gazed outside at the others as he reached out his hand towards me. I noticed a small note landed in my palm. He turned around immediately and walked right out without saying anything.

I opened the folded paper: "Put the dildo in your ass right away. You have to wear it all night. Don't disappoint me!"

Oh my God. Reading that turned me on right away. I felt my penis growing. I really shouldn't do that. I mean... he makes me do these gay things. It's his fault.

I better do what he wants. He might punish me if I don't.

I walked upstairs to my bedroom and opened my locked drawer. Lubed my black rubber cock and slowly started to push it into my little butthole. It slowly sank in me. It fitted there perfectly.

How the hell am I gonna be able to walk or sit?! I hadn't thought about that. I put my underpants back on and my pants after that. The first step I took I did with great cautiousness. Each step I took I felt the dildo move inside me. It somehow felt good when it moved and my penis agreed.

The stairs where a bit more problematic. I had to take really slow steps so it wouldn't twist and hurt too much in my ass.

As I got downstairs I walked to the living room and placed myself carefully on the sofa. When I sat down I felt the pressure of the rubber cock. It was more pleasuring than painful.

An hour had almost passed and people had visited the bathroom more than I could count, but not Joe. The movie I watched... well I can't call it watching as the dildo was distracting my concentration so much I didn't know what was happening in it. It might be the last commercial break in the movie as the clock was nearing 10 p.m. I slowly got up to get a refill as I noticed my cup was empty.

I opened the orange juice bottle when I heard someone come back inside. I heard steps behind me. I couldn't take a look as I was pouring the orange juice. I felt a hand touch my butt. The hand caressed my butt with a pressure against the dildo.

"That's a good white boy." Joe whispered in my ear.

I turned around a looked Joe in the eye without saying anything.

"I asked your Mom where your painkillers are. Told her I had a headache."

"Oh, they're in the upstairs bathroom"

"Can you show me where exactly?" He asked with an expressionless look in his eyes.

"Yes" I answered weakly.

After putting the juice back in the fridge I started walking upstairs slowly as my butt plug wiggled in my ass. Pretty sure Joe was looking at it as he walked behind me. Exited or afraid, I'm not sure what I was feeling right now.

"Take of your clothes and sit on the toilet" He said as he closed the door. Looking like he was in a hurry.

"I.... I'm not sure if that's a good id.." I stammered and got interrupted.

"Do it now!" He said with a harsh tone while still whispering.

I did what he asked. I revealed my skinny body in front of Joe.

"On the toilet" he pointed.

I sat down and noticed he unbuckled his belt and drew he's jeans down to his knees.

"We don't have much time, start sucking bitch". He said as he took a step closer to me.

I didn't hesitate. Only took a second and I had grabbed his half erect cock in one hand. Even as it was only half erect it was still big. I took it halfway in my mouth and started sucking while jerking him off.

"That's it, suck my black cock! I know you like"

I continued doing the same thing, as I knew we were in a hurry. I think he liked it as I could tell he did an effort to keep his moans very quiet.

"I see you love sucking cock." He whispered and I noticed he was looked down at my penis. It was rock hard. I didn't even know I was fully erect as I only concentrated on sucking his cock. My other hand went away from his hip and down to my penis.

"Don't touch yourself. You're doing this to serve me."

I obeyed. I was so horny. I clenched my ass around the rubber cock and felt so good, but I wished it would move inside me. I pretty sure I was leaking pre- as Joe was. He tasted so good.

"Fuck, I'm gonna come soon. Take it all you bitch". He said as he grabbed my head with both his hands. He rhythmically started pumping my mouth. He only went halfway in as I gagged a few times.

"Fuuuuck, I'm coming. Don't swallow, don't swallow!!" He said with his teeth closed together. There it is. I felt his hot juicy surge through his cock, stream after stream of warm thick sperm hitting the back of my mouth.

"Oh fuck boy. That felt fucking good." As he withdrew his cock from my filled mouth.

"Keep that in your mouth. When I leave. You jerk that clity of yours. After you have then I want you to swallow my . Got it?"

I nodded. Joe had such a big load. It filled almost all of my mouth.

Joe dried his cock with toilet paper and washed his hands.

"Next time I'm gonna fuck your white boy ass pussy!" Then he walked out.

I locked the door behind him and instantly started jerking off. I can't believe how horny I was. With my other hand I reached for the dildo. It plopped out of ass surprisingly easy. Then I pushed it back in pretty effortlessly. Back and forth it went in and out of my hole. As both my hands rhythmically doing they're work for a minute I felt it, I was going to orgasm just from the rubber cock moving in my ass. Like a thunderbolt going through my body I exploded. My penis started shooting like never before. It landed in the sink and on the wall behind it. Much bigger load as I'm used to. Mouth shut and full of I moaned like a bitch in heat. As the orgasm settled I swallowed his huge load in one go. It was so warm and salty and I imaged it settling in my stomach.

Took several minutes to come down from the orgasm. I cleaned the sink, wall and my rubber cock. Then made sure there were no other mess lying around in the bathroom.

After I came out of the bathroom I went straight to my room and laid down in the bed. Staring at the ceiling I remember I forgot to brush my teeth. I was getting late and I felt tired. Suddenly I remembered what taste I had in my mouth. Joe's . Maybe I'll just wait a moment before washing my teeth.

I got a bit scared. He said he was gonna fuck me next time? Things are getting too far. I should stop this before it's too late. But I wonder how it would feel to have real cock up my ass?

I fell asleep thinking about Joe. Never got to wash my teeth.

TO BE CONTINUED...

 

[Vamp58]

On Monday I was on a job interview at our local supermarket. I think it went really well. They promised to e-mail me later this week. I've been applying for a job for several months but without success. I don't really care what kind of job it is, as long as I get paid. It's really frustrating going day to day without doing basically anything.

I've been checking my e-mail daily to see if I've gotten any response from the supermarket. Today as I was on the computer I logged into Facebook. I'm not a big social media fan so I only visit Facebook like few times a month. When I logged in I was really surprised when I noticed the friend request icon had the number 1 on it. I got a friend request. I haven't met anyone new lately or maybe it's just a spam friend request I thought.

As I saw who my "new friend" was I started blushing. I felt my cheeks getting warmer. It was from Joe. Before I accepted or declined his request I clicked on his profile. I started looking through his photos. It felt strange, like I was stalking him somehow. One picture of him, he was sitting in a chair with a wide stance. I knew what he was hiding under those jeans. I stared at the picture for some time and started to fantasize about his superb cock. After a while I got back to earth, as I felt my penis had grown to full size in my pants. I just had to touch myself now. Should I stop? This is wrong... but I want to. I don't think I could stop even if I tried to. My pants and underwear disappeared from me fast and I took a firm grip around my penis. I started jerking off. As I lean back into my computer chair my eyes closes. The only picture in my mind was Joe, specifically his big rock hard black cock. I imagined sucking his beautiful cock and then him slipping his rock hard black cock up my white ass, then I exploded as I pictured him pulling out of my tight hole and shooting his hot on my face and into my mouth. My streams landed on my stomach as I moaned out loudly.

After I had caught my breath I looked down at my stomach. Two of my fingers dipped into my bellybutton which was like a small pool of . I lifted my filled fingertips and looked at them. Joe's tasted so good last time I got to taste it I thought. I imagined my fingertips were filled with Joe's . Those fingers went slowly into my mouth and I sucked them dry without hesitation. As I started moving the around in my mouth my fingers had already started gathering more . Things repeated until I had eaten all my .

After I cleaned myself up I sat down at the computer again. I felt shame and embarrassment of what I had done. I logged into Facebook and clicked on the "accept" button. We were "friends" now. Then I closed my computer. This whole situation felt humiliating and I didn't want to think of Joe and what I just did.

In the afternoon I got a call from Joshua. He asked me if we could hang out tomorrow and have a few beers, maybe visit a bar later. I was all up for that. If someone mentioned a bar to me, my mind would automatically associate that with Bell'Amore, Joe, cock, and pleasure.

I found it very surprising that just before bed time I sat down at the computer and logged into Facebook again. My heart started pounding a little bit faster as I had gotten a private message. It must be from Joe. Yes it was. Joe had messaged me. I had received the message 7 minutes ago and noticed he had the green icon beside the message. Fuck, he's online!

"How is my lovely cocksucker doing? I want you to go shopping tomorrow. I want you to buy the tightest jeans there is and the tightest t-shirt you can find. Tight all over! And get the Facebook app to your phone if you don't have it already. Got a problem with that?" Joe's message said.

His opening statement made me blush. It was humiliating and exciting at the same time. It gave me mixed signals in my body.

He wants me to buy clothes? What for? And really tight ones. Well I guess some gay people dress in really tight jeans, but so does straight guys also? I have to ask him.

"Hi! Why do I have to buy new clothes" was all I managed to ask.

Only took a minute and he replied: "Don't question me boy! Do as I say. I want you to wear those new clothes tomorrow. I will pick you up at 11 PM".

"Ok. Where are we going?" I was curious what his plans were.

I noticed he read my message but then minutes went by and he got offline. He read it but never replied? Well he did tell me not to question him. Do I really do this? Do I go shopping tomorrow and let him pick me up?

Friday April 17th

What is going to happen later today if I agree to do all the stuff Joe wants me to? Those were the only thoughts in my head the whole morning. Where will he take me once he's picked me up? I played different scenarios in my head. Most of them ended with me having Joe's huge cock in my mouth. I want that, don't I? I walked around home feeling horny after those scenarios but I forced myself to stay calm and not do anything about it.

To be honest to myself I knew I had jerked off to mostly gay porn these past few weeks. I usually started with straight porn but it just didn't do it for me, or it took too long. I didn't want to admit it, but it was kind of obvious, wasn't it?

After my lunch I jumped on my bike and went downtown.

I'm not an avid shopper so I didn't really know what stores I should visit. I knew there were around ten clothing stores on one shopping street so I decided that would be the place to start looking.

The first two shops weren't really what I was looking for. They had too fancy clothing, suits and stuff. In the third shop I found a big jeans selection. It looked like they had all sorts of jeans here. I started looking for my sizes. I didn't know my exact size but I knew I had to search for the smallest ones.

After a few minutes I found two jeans that looked like they could be tight on me. They were almost the smallest size I could find.

In the dressing room I took off my pants. And tried the first pair. It was really difficult to get the jeans over my butt and hips. They were so tight around my ass I almost gave myself a wedgie. Is this really what Joe wants me to buy? As I looked in the mirror I noticed that they were really loose around my calves and thighs. I don't think he would approve. The second pair was very similar. Tight around my butt but loose around my legs. I undressed the jeans and went out of the dressing room looking for a better match.

After a few minutes I hear a girls voice behind me back "Can I help you sir?"

It was a really gorgeous blonde, skinny and long as a model. Few years older than me I think?

"Yes" I answered almost instantly. But then I thought about what I was looking for. So embarrassing to ask for super tight jeans. But then again, she doesn't know me and I'm not the only one buying these kind of jeans. She's probably used to it.

"You're looking for jeans right?"

"Yeah"

"So what sort? Raw denim, bootcut, skinny, slim fit..?"

"Umm... I don't know" It was like she was speaking a foreign language with me. I had no idea what kind of jeans I was looking for just that they should be tight.

"Ok. I noticed you already tried a few out. What jeans were they? That might give me an idea of what jeans you like" She said with a pretty smile.

I took the two pair of jeans from the shelf I had just tried out and gave them to her.

"Ok. So you like the tight type. So these didn't fit?"

"Not really."

"They look like to be in your size?"

"They were too lose."

"These are the tightest models we have. Can you try this pair again so I can see it for myself?"

"Ok" I replied.

I put the jeans on again and opened the dressing room door.

"Turn around" she commanded.

I did what she asked. I posed for her. Felt really embarrassing spinning around showing off every detail off my butt.

"They're like really tight here" I said while grabbing my hips. "But too lose down here" I pointed at my calves and thighs.

"I see" she said with one eyebrow raised. She looked thoughtful at my jeans with her cheek resting on her hand. "I see your butt is quite big compared to your legs which makes it more difficult to find a suitable pair for you."

I didn't answer. I just looked at myself in the mirror. I've never had tight jeans before so I was surprised how good my butt looked in them.

"I think I know what you're looking for, just a sec, hon" She suddenly says and walks away.

Maybe they have more jeans in the storage I wondered. I looked in the mirror admiring the tight jeans for a few minutes until she comes back with a light blue pair of jeans.

"I think this is what you're looking for. They're Skinny J Brand" She says as she hands me the jeans.

Once again In the dressing room I start trying out the new jeans. I immediately notice they're a lot tighter around my calves and thighs. After several tries I managed to get them over my hips. When I'm about to close the zipper and button I noticed something's off with them. The button and zipper is on the wrong side. It's very unusual but I manage to close them. My penis and testicles really gets pressed together as the jeans are so tight in the front. Other than that they fit perfectly. Hugging my ass and legs like they were made for me.

As I come out of the dressing room the shop assistant gives me a huge smile "Wow, they really look good on you. Is this what you were looking for?"

"Yeah these are perfect. I'll take them".

As we walk to the counter she says "I'm sure some lucky guy can't resist squeezing that cute butt in those jeans" with a blink in her eye.

I'm so shocked of her statement so I just stand there quiet as she places my jeans into a bag. I feel so embarrassed as she obviously thinks I'm gay. I thank her for her service as I walk out of the store.

I went to the neighbour store and found a white tight t-shirt. It was really easy to find compared to the jeans.

After I was done shopping I jumped back on my bike and headed home.

In the afternoon my phone rang. It was Joshua. Shit! Suddenly I remembered we had made plans to go out today. I had completely forgotten.

"Hi!" I answered.

"Hey! So I was thinking about going to the store and buy some beer. Your place or my place today?"

"I... can't. I mean I have to cancel." I stammer.

"Uh. Don't tell me your sick again."

"No. I..." I keep trying to figure out what to say. Or lie.

"What?" Joshua seemed a bit frustrated in his voice.

"I got a date" I suddenly say.

"Seriously? With who?" I can hear how surprised he is.

"I can't say". Why on earth did I say that? A date?! He will never stop asking.

"C'mon. Who is it?"

"Drop it. I can't say. I'll tell you later."

"Fine. But I wanna hear all the details tomorrow!"

After the phone call I logged into Facebook with my computer. As I noticed I didn't have any new messages I remembered Joe telling me to download the Facebook app to my phone. I have to do it right away!

I'm standing in my room dressed in my new clothes. Looking at the clock it's 10:44. I'm feeling nervous even though I've drank six beers. Joe will be here any minute now. I look in the mirror and turn around just to confirm they the jeans still look good on me.

At 10:57 I got a message in my phone. It was a Facebook message. "Out now!" Joe had written.

I hurry down the stairs immediately. As I put on my jacket Mom suddenly walks out from the kitchen and asks "Mark, you're going out?"

"Yeah!"

"Have fun... are those new jeans?" She suddenly asks. With a weird smirk on her face.

"Yes. I gotta go now. Bye!" I say as I rush out the door. I really didn't want to stand there and explain to Mom why I'm wearing super tight jeans.

Outside there was a cab waiting. I approached it and noticed that Joe was sitting in the back seat.

"Hello" I said when I sat down in the backseat of the cab.

"Hi" Joe replied while gazing at me. Inspecting me from head to toe.

"So where are we going?" I broke the silence after a minute.

"You'll see."

He didn't talk to me on the whole 10 minute cab ride. I was just hoping for some kind of response from him, as I was too afraid to start a conversation myself.

The cab stopped and we were somewhere downtown. He paid the driver while I climbed out from the cab.

Oh my God was my first reaction. No, no, no. I was standing in front of a discotheque. I've never been here before but I sure as hell know why. It was a gay club called Lost Paradise. I felt my knees starting to shake as I stood there looking at all the people. What if someone recognizes me here?

"C'mon let's go inside" Joe said as he pushed me gently on my shoulder.

I wanted to run away. Hide somewhere in shame. Disappear. My heart was pounding so fast as we entered. Joe greeted the bouncer and paid the entry fee to a nice looking girl.

"You've never been here before?" Joe asks me as we hand our jackets to another girl.

"No"

"Oh really. I thought this would be your favourite place" he says with a nasty smile. "C'mon let's get a drink"

As I follow Joe to the bar my eyes can't stop wandering around looking for familiar faces. I don't want to be recognized in a place like this. It was all I could think about right now.

At the bar we only needed to wait a couple of minutes until it was our turn to order.

"For you sir?" a very feminine looking male bartender asks Joe. "I'll have a beer and for this cute little boy here a Strawberry Lemonade Vodka" he says while looking at me.

I blush at Joe's comment and decide to just stay quiet. Joe takes both glasses into his hands and speaks up "Let's go to that table over there". Joe nodded his head in a direction behind me. The whole place was very crowded and there weren't any seats left as far as I had noticed. Joe had noticed a sofa with two or three places left.

I sat down in the sofa. It was in a corner with a thick opaque glass wall at my side. This way I wasn't in the centre of attention at least, a good hiding spot I thought. With the drink in my hand I start to suck on my straw.

"Taste good?" Joe asks me and takes a sip from his beer.

"Yeah! It is."

"I knew you'd like it. I felt it would suit you well" He smiles and places a hand on my thigh. "You look sexy in those new jeans, you like wearing them?"

"I... I don't know. I guess?!"

Three drinks later I start to feel a bit drunk. We had talked about a lot of stuff but nothing really serious as it was pretty hard to hear each other in this loud techno music.

"This seat taken"? A red headed girl asks Joe. She's standing there hand in hand with a blond girl. He looks down at the spot and realizes it won't fit two girls.

"No, please go ahead" As he says it to them he places his hand behind my back. "Get up!" he commands me as he pushes my lower back. I instantly get up and he jumps sideways and takes my place.

"Have a seat ladies" Joe says as he points with one hand to the girls that there's enough room for both of them beside him. I just stand there and stare at them dumbfounded with the drink in my hand.

"Oh thank you sir!" The red haired girl answers with a big smile.

Suddenly Joe grabs my hip and turns my back against him. Instantly he pulls me back and I land on his right leg. "You can sit here" he whispers in my ear.

I didn't reply. There's nowhere else to sit anyway. But in a guy's lap? What am I doing? I feel embarrassed so I continuously suck on my straw. He has a nice firm grip around my back with his right hand as he sips his beer with his left.

After a while I feel his right hand moving. It slowly goes from my back to my thigh. He kept smoothly massaging my thigh for a while until it moved even more around me. As I sip on my drink I almost spit it back out as I feel his hand on my crotch. But I manage to swallow it and place my drink down on the table. "Stop it." I whisper to him as I place my hand on Joe's hand, trying to remove it.

"You don't like it?"

"Not here!"

"Oh so you like it, but you're afraid someone will see?"

"I have to get to the toilet"

"Really?

"Yes! I have to pee."

"Fine, fine."

As I get up I feel a little smack on my butt. I look behind me and Joe just blinks one eye at me.

It felt really creepy entering the toilets. Most of the men were starting at me. I went into a stall. I realized my penis was a bit erect as I started peeing. It had reacted instantly when Joe's big hand had touched it.

As I got out of the toilet I felt a hand grabbing my arm. "C'mon, let's get out of here". I turn my head and felt a relief as I saw that it was Joe.

"Why? Where?"

As he drags me a few feet he stops and leans into my ear. "I've had enough. I have a hotel room couple of blocks from here. You're coming with me and I'm going to make love to your white boy pussy!"

I knew he would like... try to do it. He even told me last time he would fuck me. But I've tried to ignore it, haven't I? I felt dizzy and shocked. He grabbed my arm again. And I followed him like an obedient pet out of the discotheque.

We only managed to walk to the corner of the bar when I hear something I feared the most.

"Mark!"

I turn my head and I see Joshua. I start to cold sweat and I feel my heart beating hard against my chest. Here I stand with Joe coming out of a gay club with the tightest jeans ever.

"Hi"

"What are you doing here?" he looks surprised. Then takes a look at Joe. "Hi! You're that guy I saw a few weeks ago at Bell 'Amor right? Mark’s family friend or something was it?"

"Hello! Yes that's right" as they shake each other's hands.

"Mike, so where's your date?" Joshua asks with a smile.

"Not here anymore."

"Oh, it didn't go well?"

"Tell him the truth Mark" Joe jumps in the discussion. No, no, no, Joe what are you doing!

"She's still here somewhere?" Joshua asks while looking around.

My mind was racing looking for some lie to throw out there. "We came from there" Joe suddenly says and nods to the Lost Paradise.

Joshua takes a look behind him. He kept staring. He's soon gonna figure it out... I could feel it.

With a shocked face he gasps. "No fucking way! You were there... you..." his eyes wide open he looks closer at me and I notice he's looking at my jeans. "No way man, no way"

There's a brief silence between us all. I couldn't describe what I was feeling. The biggest shame and relief at the same time.

"You're wearing women’s jeans! This... this is your date!" He shouts out and places one hand over his mouth.

"Yes" Joe replies and places one hand behind my back.

Oh my... I hadn't realized I was wearing women’s jeans, how could I be so stupid? "I'm sorry" I say to Joshua while looking down at the ground.

"What the fuck man! You're gay? I can't believe it."

"No... I mean, I don't know."

"Why haven't you said anything?"

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't. I don't know, okay?"

"I wish you would have said something."

"I'm very sorry Joshua!"

"It's like whatever... if this is your thing man. I gotta go now my cab is here."

"Sorry!"

"It's fine Mark. Have fun." He says as he starts to walk towards to cab.

My shame started to go away and I started to feel sad instead.

"You okay?" Joe asks.

"I don't know. Why did you do that?"

"It's not good living in denial Mark! C'mon let's go" he says as he slowly pushes my lower back.

As we started to walk. I realized he's taking me to the hotel he mentioned. I started hesitating as all my thoughts were on Joshua and my exposure. "I should go home."

"Mark I understand what you're going through. It's okay. We'll go to my place and talk okay?"

"Okay" I say with a weak voice as I give in.

The hotel was pretty fancy. Joe took me to the fifth floor. The room had a classic design to it. Dark brown wooden furniture. Joe guided me to sit on the bed which had red bed sheets. He went to the fridge and opened it. "White wine?" "Yes, sure." I was drunk but felt like I could really use another drink right now.

As we finished up the white wine bottle we talked mostly about me and my mixed feelings.

"I think it's time to go to bed" Joe calmly said. He probably saw that I was really drunk and sleepy.

I didn't have the energy to leave even if I wanted to. A warm bed was more than welcome. In the drunken state that I was in I suddenly realized Joe had started undressing me as I stood beside the bed. He removed the blanket and guided my naked butt to bed.

Lying on my side I almost fell asleep instantly. Suddenly I felt Joe's warm black body against my back. His hand feeling my chest and arm.

"You're safe here" he whispered in my ear.

"Mmm" I only managed to mumble as I was so sleepy. He continued touching me and I felt him coming even closer to me. He was now in full body contact with me, spooning me. He started moving his big hips. Is that his cock I feel against my lower back?

I felt more awake as I felt his hand touch my penis. "Oh you like this?" He said as he realized my penis was getting hard.

I didn't say anything. His cock was hard, I could tell. It was poking in my back as he moved around with his body slowly.

I moaned out loud suddenly as he continued jerking me off slowly but with a firm grip. I was surprised I couldn't keep my mouth shut. Then I turned my body, pushing him slightly away. Now on my back I opened my eyes and saw that he was looking at me intensely. He jerked harder and I moaned humping gently into his stroking hand. My mouth slightly open after the moan. Then he attacked me. With his mouth. I could feel the raw masculine power as he kissed me. I responded with a moan into his mouth and started kissing him back. Our kisses were wet and tongues swirled deep in each other's mouths as he continued jerking me off.

Only after a minute I break the kiss. "I'm going to soon" I say with a gasp. Surprised myself how turned on I was.

He smiled and let go off my penis, then removed the blanket from himself. I look down. There it stood. His big rock hard black cock pointing towards the ceiling in his hand.

"Show me how much you love cock!" He smiles at me.

It was so magnificent. Couldn't resist it so I started crouching down the bed. "No, no. Not like that. Keep your ass up here." He commanded.

We were almost in a 69 position but I had my legs beside his shoulder. I slowly started licking the tip of the head. The smell of his cock sent a little tingle through my body. I continued using my tongue. I slowly savoured his whole cock from top to bottom with my tongue. Then I grab his big balls and start massaging them softly. I can't believe they fill my hand entirely. Then I place the entire head into my mouth and start to slowly suck on it. My tongue rolling around his head I can taste his pre-. It tastes so good.

Joe starts gasping and moaning in a deep and manly voice, which makes me even hornier as I know it means he likes what I'm doing. I hear a little crack sound behind me. I didn't register what it was as all my attention was on this beautiful big cock. His left hand started caressing my butt cheek. Then I got a bit surprised when I feel his right hand land on my butt hole. It was a bit cold and wet. Oh my God he's lubbing my butt hole with one of his fingers.

I am really doing this? I'm so drunk and horny I could explode. Yes I am doing this. I want him.

I slowly started going deeper on his cock with my mouth. I went up and down with my mouth, my tight lips feeling every bump on his hard black shaft. My other hand was keeping me balanced over his big muscular black body while the other continued caressing his balls.

in this position I could almost reach the whole length without gagging I realized. His cock was so wet and filled with saliva. I decided to try go down full length. Deeper I went. His fat knob went into my throat I almost got the full length in my mouth as I gagged and had to move away. Like a diver going deep underwater I came up to the surface and gasped for air with heavy breaths. As I catch my breath a big stream of saliva was hanging from my lips to his cock. I felt so dirty. I'm so dirty. I hadn't really thought about it in this horny state of mine but I felt him placing a second finger in my butt hole already. I moaned out loud when he did it.

"You like that? Huh?"

"Yes it feels good" I moan

"You love sucking cock and have fingers in your butt?"

"Yes!!" I moan out again. Then I decide to dive into his cock again.

I place both of my hands beside Joe's hips. I try to go deeper with each thrust with my head. I can do it. I go up and down on his cock. I gag a little bit when I get closer to the root of his cock.

"C'mon you dirty white slut take all of that black cock!" Joe says as he places his third finger in my ass. I really start to feel a tight pressure in my butt hole even though I could feel it was really well lubricated.

After a minute I managed to go full length, I felt his fat cock head hitting deep down in my throat. I think Joe also realized that as he removed his hand from me butt cheek and placed it on top of my head. He then rhythmically started to pump my head on his cock. The more he did it the easier it got. I was now doing his whole length like a pro I thought.

"Now show me what a dirty cocksucking slut you are!" He slowly pushed me towards the root of his cock. When I hit the bottom, he didn't let go. Small gag reflexes started to build up in me.

"Breath through your nose and relax" he whispers with his hand firmly on the back of my head.

I breathe through my nose. I gag a few times as he's holding me still. After some time I find peace. I now keep breathing slowly without gagging. I did it, I thought!

"You're so beautiful!" he says. And slowly removes his hand from my head. My head follows. I remove it from his cock. I didn't gasp for air this time. The stream of saliva that was hanging from my check I took into my hand and slurped it up.

"Do you want my cock in you?"

"Yes" I gasp out as I turn my head around to look into his eyes.

"What do you want?"

"Cock!"

"Whose?"

"I want your cock!"

"Where?"

"In me!"

"Say the whole thing. And beg for it!"

"I want your cock in me. Please Joe!"

"Again!"

"Joe please. I need your cock in me!"

"Good" He gets up on his knees and grabs my waist. He moves my petite white body around in his big black hands. He places me on all fours with my ass up In the air. I'm all his now. I'm displaying my lubricated butt hole for him, it's welcoming his big cock. Joe crouches behind me. One hand starts to caress my lower back.

"Fuck you're so hot! Such a smooth and beautiful asshole."

Then I felt it. The wet tip of his head touching softly my opening. He slowly circles around my butthole with his tip. He's teasing me. I can't take it anymore. I slowly move my hips backwards. I feel the tip entering me..

"No, no, no" Joe whisper as he moves his hip backwards also. I can't feel his cock anymore.

"Please Joe! Put it in me" I begged.

He chuckles a bit. Then it's back. Pushing into my opening. I move my hips backwards again a little bit. Then I feel a smack on my ass. "Stay still!" he says as I moan. Then I felt it. His cock had entered me popping through my tight s sphincter muscle . I gasped as it did.

"Fuck yes, you're pussy’s tight baby!" He then removed his cock again. Then I felt it go inside me again, this time a little bit deeper. Inch by inch I felt it coming deeper in me for each thrust. It felt so tight and I could feel the pressure in my snug hole, yet so smoothly going in and out of me. I could feel how wet and warm his cock was. Such a wonderful sensation.

Then I felt it and we both moan out. He was balls deep in me. His cock was buried deep inside my guts. Then he slowly started to increase speed. He started seriously pumping. I started moaning out really load as he kept fucking me.

"Oh fuck Joe!"

"Take that cock."

"It... feels... so... fucking... good!" I say in the same rhythm of his pumping.

"You're so fucking hot!"

I could feel his big black balls slapping against my balls. His big balls were hanging so low so they were at the same level as mine. This was the best sex I had ever had, I could feel his thick cock and knob stroking over a sensitive spot the sensation was nothing short of euphoric. Then I started feeling weird... a new sensation. I was about to orgasm? But I'm not even touching myself. My cock is just dangling there rock hard as I'm getting fucked. How could this be?

"Joe... I think I'm gonna soon?" I gasp out

"Oh, you think?!" he said as he slowly decreased his pumping speed until he stopped.

"Oh Joe, please don’t stop! It feels so good" I moaned out.

"I know it does." As he removes his cock from my tight hole. I gasped as I felt it go out from me. It was a slight relief in my butthole but at the same time it felt so empty.

"Turn around!" Joe commanded as he smacked my butt cheek playfully.

I eagerly obeyed and laid myself down on my back. Then Joe came slowly crawling on his knees towards me, the grabbing one of the pillows and place it under my buttocks. I could feel his big black body overshadowing me as he slowly came closer until he dived in for a kiss. Then I felt him lower himself between my spread white legs up as he moved up towards my chest. I was now trapped, completely his. My knees were bent at 45 degree angle and spread wide for him. As we kiss I could feel his divine black cock find my hole, slowly entering me again. As it did, I moaned out into his mouth as our tongues kept making love.

He started taking up speed again. My hands were all over his back as I touched his body.

Then he broke the kiss and moved a bit away. I was still in the same position and I could now see what was being done to me. I tilted my head upwards and could see him pumping in ad out of me.

"You like that don't you, you slut?!" He asked me while I looked at the erotic sight.

"Oh fuck yes, it feels so good!" I gasp out having problems breathing as I look into his dark eyes.

"You like getting fucked in white boy pussy, don't you?"

"Oh yes!" I moaned out as I my hand reached out for my fully erected penis. I just have to touch myself. I'm too horny I thought.

"Don't touch it!" He spoke out with a more serious tone.

"Joe please. I can't take it anymore. I have to !" I said as I moved my hand away obeying him.

"Oh you're gonna! You already told me you were close a while ago."

"Yes, but I wasn't sure. I didn't even touch myself. It just felt weird."

"Sissies like you don't need to touch themselves. You can just by getting fucked in the pussy, because you enjoy it so much!"

"I can?" I moan out. Maybe he's telling the truth. Maybe that was what I was feeling before. I was about to as he fucked me without even touching myself. Is that really possible I wondered?

"Oh yes I'm sure!" He grinned back at me as he moved his black hands back and under our body’s to grip each of my white ass checks.

"I'm gonna show you just how good getting you boy pussy fucked is!"

He started fucking me with long deep strokes using the full length of his beautiful black cock. My asshole tingled with pleasure that I had not experienced before. I had a really hard time breathing as I moaned so much. Maybe I was screaming? I'm not sure. His swollen cock stroked back and forth over my sensitive spot with pure ecstasy, I felt like I was somewhere else. My butthole felt like nothing but a sex organ at this point, it was practically gaping and welcoming him inside me.

I opened my eyes again as I saw that big black man fucking me senseless. Pre- was running down my penis. I saw that my stomach was jumping up and down. He was fucking me so deep and lustfuly that it was even poking my stomach from the inside. As I kept staring and admiring his fucking I started feeling it again. Somewhere deep down inside me, and it's growing fast.

"Joe, I think I'm gonna orgasm!?" I gasp out.

"You like getting fucked in the boy hole so much so you from that?"

"Yes, yes I think so"

"Just let it baby! Just for me. Show me how much your pussy loves blackcock."

He seriously started fucking me hard now. I couldn't close my mouth anymore... it's coming soon. I'm ing soon I gasped.

I almost blacked out when I felt it. An explosion inside me. Wave after wave of pure orgasmic pleasure raced from my spasming rectum up my spine and back again over and over. I managed to open my eyes at some point and saw that stream after stream of was running out of my penis. I couldn't believe what I saw. It was true, I liked getting fucked and I came and it was the best orgasm of my life.

"Oh fuck yeah baby that's so cute!" Joe said as he kept on fucking my contracting ass.

I couldn't reply anything as I gasped for air. I felt like I was in heaven.

"I'm gonna soon. Where do you want me to ?" Joe moaned out.

"Inside me!" I whispered.

"You sure?"

"Yes. I want you to in me."

"Oh fuck yes baby! You want me to fill you up?"

"Yes! I want you to fill my whole stomach with your seed!" I begged.

Then I noticed Joe closing his eyes and started fucking his cock as deeply as he could. I was in no control now. I knew he was gonna soon. He was gonna inside me. What a lovely thought that I could give a man so much pleasure.

Then he moaned out like a beast, digging his black fingers into the white flesh of my buttocks then burying his big black cock in my velvety boy pussy as deeply as he could. I could feel his warm sperm filling me with each pulse of his cock. He pumped stream after stream of hot beautiful inside me until he collapsed on top of me. We were both panting for air as we laid still. I could still feel his cock inside me but it was getting smaller. After we both had a more stable pulse he moved his head and looked at me "Fuck that felt good!" he said as he moved one hand to my cheek and stroked it.

"That was amazing." I smiled.

"You think you wanna do this again?"

"Oh, I'd love to!" I replied with a big smile on my face.

"I knew you'd like it. C'mon lets hit the shower so we can get some sleep tonight" he chuckled and gave me a long wet kiss.

THE END

 

[BummerBoy]

Awesome and very erotic story! Thanks. I hope you can share more similar stories of white twinks being dominated by handsome black guys



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[dargelos]

It takes a vast amount of time and effort to write a story like this. Thank you for writing it and thanks to everyone who showed their appreciation.