I'm a married man yet have known since the get-go that I'm gay. I've been into gay porn since puberty practically when I would sneak posing magazines out of the drugstore and go to the woods nearby and jerk off to the pics of the hot men in posing straps and jock straps. This was back in the 1950's. I'm now 72 years old. If you were born in the mid to late 40's as I was, you understand that a guy did not dare let anyone know that he even considered he might be gay much less openly admitted to anyone you were gueer, the common term for us guys back then. Furthermore, most of us bowed to the societal and family pressures to get married. I got sick and tired of being asked when I was going to get married that I ultimately caved to the pressure when an attractive girl who worked in the same office as I expressed an interest in taking ballroom dancing lessons with me. One thing led to another and before I knew it, we were planning a wedding. I'd love to hear from others of my ilk who have followed the same path as I. I am still deep in the closet and living a double life of the occasional M2M action resulting from a hookup with someone I have met on the Internet. I'm primarily interested in young guys from 18 to say 45. Guys in the 50's are interesting to me depending on the person. In fact, I have a dear friend with benefits who is now about 58. He lives in Switzerland, however, but he has ties to Houston and comes to town several times a year. When he's in town, we try our best to meet and play together.
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