Suicidal....

[sweetuttsada]

Im Having suicidal thoughts again......
is there a way to end my life without any pain?

:worried: :worried: :worried: :worried: :worried: :worried: :worried: :worried:

 

[kevin240]

To stay alive!!!!!
live is worth living by all means, it is the most precious gift you've ever received!
you should try to speak to someone, a friend, a relative, it always helps.
Keep hanging on!!!!

 

[kevin240]

If this may be of some help, this is a service we have here that is specialized in helping gay go through times. They will give you some very good advices, help you sort out things. They generally answer very fast.

aide@gaiecoute.org

 

[sweetuttsada]

To stay alive!!!!!
live is worth living by all means, it is the most precious gift you've ever received!
you should try to speak to someone, a friend, a relative, it always helps.
Keep hanging on!!!!

i dont have any1...
my life is not worth living

 

[Thor]

there is no easy way to end your life, I have tried myself, it was a stupid thing for me

but i think kevin240 is right, contact someone that you can talk to

and at the very least keep coming here, we will listen

lots of love too you from me...lol

 

[Thor]

there is no easy way to end your life, I have tried myself, it was a stupid thing for me

but i think kevin240 is right, contact someone that you can talk to

and at the very least keep coming here, we will listen

lots of love too you from me:x:-*

 

[sweetuttsada]

Im so lonely

 

[Thor]

a lot of us are sweet, but thats not a reason to not live, I'm sorry that i cant help, but i think you might want to get professional help, look here:http://www.suicidal.com/

 

[sweetuttsada]

I am strong....
but i dont see why I need to be strong...
I got nobody in this world
My life is so full of pain
Its not worth living in this hell

 

[sweetuttsada]

Ive been fighting and struggling all my life
im so tired now
there is nothing worth seeing in this world
nothing worth fighting for

 

[goejavin]

sweetuttsada, you are a beautiful person...I see it in your posts, responses, profile. Lonlieness is painful beleive me I know. I lost my lover of 19 years to suicide in 2001 and I have never been so lonely for so long in my entire life. It feels hopeless but I know its not. You must think that way too. You are young and you must stay alive. Love, companionship and hope is just around the corner. You would deprive all those who love you, including those of us here of having you around. You smile is infectious and Im sure your heart is too. And from a selfish point of view, which I feel I can share, because the day I received the call that my lover was found hanging from our garage rafters was the day I earned my stripes, the pain inflicted on every person who loves you, knows you, cares for you or is just acquainted with you is beyond description. There is help available...I for one will listen and talk with you anytime of the day. But also, in Manila the helpline is (02) 8969191. The mobile number is: 0917 854 9191. Please seek help and remember you can contact me anytime or im sure any one of us on this site. You are special as we all are...don't lose the battle...continue to fight.

 

[sweetuttsada]

Thankyou
I've taken my antidepressant
It would turn off my mind for a while
Im sad because i never felt love...
ive been waiting for so long..

 

[XMan101]

Sent you an e-mail, Sweets

 

[XMan101]

Has anyone heard from him ? I sent him an e-mail & a PM but no reply.

Please Sweet, let us know you're OK.

We Care! xx

 

[Thor]

i havent, ill send a mail too..xoxo

 

[sweetuttsada]

Dun worry,
Im ok , Im ok
I wont kill myself now
My roomate come to help me last night
He's so sweet

 

[raisinboy]

I'm glad I haven't read this thread until now and didn't have to worry about you.

I just wanna second everything everybody else already said - suicide is never a good solution for anything and you only hurt the ones you leave behind.

Go out and party.

 

[XMan101]

Damn, baby - don't ever do that to us again!!

I meant what I said in my e-mail

You write anytime you feel bad !

 

[sweetuttsada]

I promise i wont do that again.