Thanks MaximumT.
Yes, of course I would like to published it. But I had this bad habit that at the same time is can be good too lol. Perfection. Because of this I had so many -plenty I guess- time and strength spent to re-write again and again, its really hard when you got other job too, you know, concentration and so. Somehow I always found something that kinda mismatch, either with the story line, conflicts, even the character dialogues. It driving me crazy and affect my mood at the same time. At this time my writing reach second high peak conflicts -although its already reached +570 pages lol- I made it three high peak conflicts in the story, though of course theres a little conflicts in every chapter. But surely Im gonna publish it asap.