i found out the other day that a very special person in my life has passed away--he was my best friend since we were 5 yrs old plus he was the one lost my virginity to--and same with him--he moved to florida years ago so we called each other alot and we visited each other going on trips--i got a phone call the other day---he had three brain aneurisms that he died from pretty much instantly--he was transferred to here to his home state to be buried--when i got there his parents recognized me right away and gave me an envelope that he had sent them to give me if anything ever happened to him--i didnt look at it right away--i visited them plus other friends and family--it was amazing so many people were there--you would figure him gone to florida that his funeral wouldnt been so packed--but it was
after the funeral i got in my car and looking at his picture--i wished i had went with him--but where he moved to florida he was away from his family and friends--i couldnt move that far---but in the envelope was a key and a lettter to a safety deposit box at a box near my house--i am wondering what is in it and with holiday being here and all i cant find out until tuesday what it is---but i went to sleep last night thinking of him and how we helped each other through hard times--especially him telling me he had feelings toward other boys and that he had more feelings toward me---it was him that changed my life---as back in these days coming out of the closet to someone wasnt as each as it is today--
the reason why i am posting this is--remember those that changed your lives and you came out for the better for knowing this person or these people---this has really opened up alot of memories for me and here it is years later and it makes me sad to know he is gone
after the funeral i got in my car and looking at his picture--i wished i had went with him--but where he moved to florida he was away from his family and friends--i couldnt move that far---but in the envelope was a key and a lettter to a safety deposit box at a box near my house--i am wondering what is in it and with holiday being here and all i cant find out until tuesday what it is---but i went to sleep last night thinking of him and how we helped each other through hard times--especially him telling me he had feelings toward other boys and that he had more feelings toward me---it was him that changed my life---as back in these days coming out of the closet to someone wasnt as each as it is today--
the reason why i am posting this is--remember those that changed your lives and you came out for the better for knowing this person or these people---this has really opened up alot of memories for me and here it is years later and it makes me sad to know he is gone
